notapillow said:

jesus

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aManEater said:

don't give that guy any more drugs, and keep him away from females.

Problem solved

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Divided_Sky said:

An old freind of mine has been depressed for a few months since his girlfreind of 3 years tanked the relationship and dumped him. I invited him to come visit me last weekend and I took him to a rave. He had never rolled before but I thought it might be good for him. We both took 125-130mgs of molly.

At first when it hit him it was as I expected he started to smile and dance with a girl that was with us. When mine hit I started to feel depression and fear, which seems to happen pretty commonly if I take less than 140mg. My freind was concerned for me and when I left the trance room he went to find me.

Where it started to go weird: He told my freinds he was concerned for me and that someone needed to lick my balls to make me feel better. Then he started to get extremely sexual with the girl he had been dancing with, and they ended up doing some oral/anal/intercourse stuff before security caught them. Then he he started to suck on my other freind's nipple and tried to stick his hand up her skirt and put his finger in her ass while she was dancing. Gradually he became more and more sexual and agressive.

He started talking incessantly. He would go up to me freinds and random strangers and start talking in an agressive tone that bordered on shouting. He get really close to them, wouldn't look them in the eye and he seemed not to be listening to them. He run on and on about how much he was hurt by his ex, he loved his parents, that he had been afraid to do what he wanted, and then he told my freinds all of these weird sexual fantasies like he wanted to have anal sex and humiliate one of my freinds. His body posture began to look angry and violent. At the same time he would say that he loved everyone and he was so empathic and sensitive to people.

We started to get very sketched out because his speech seemed to be an argument withsome imaginary person who was not the person who was listening( himself) and his behavior was very out of context for the people he was with. He started touching people way too much and alot of us started to become scared of him. He would say "Why does everyone look so concerned?" He started to seem paranoid but claimed he was feeling great. He has NO IDEA that his behavior was becomming totally out of line and he was intimidating people.

I tried to move him away from the girl he had been dancing with because he was grabbing her strongly and swinging her around. She seemed OK with SOME of it, but she seemed to be drunk and have self-esteem problems. As I tried to restrain him he was moving his arms very forcefully with his hands balled in a fist. He didn't understand what was wrong with "loving everyone" and "doing what he wanted". He appeared to be perceptive about how people around him were feeling, but had absolutely no self-awareness that he was being agressive and scary. It was like he had a superman complex where everything he wanted to do was right, and despite people being "concerned" he thought he wasn't behaving socially unacceptable.

He kept barking at me as I sat down I had to tell him "I'm down here," as he wasn't looking at me at all. He said he wanted to call his parents and tell them he loved them, but then right after that he decided he wanted to find a man to have sex with even though he has never been gay. He said it would gross him out but he would regret if he didn't do it while he was rolling.

In the car home I tried to tell him that he had been out of control and that he was scaring me and other people. He kept say "stop bullshitting me. I asked people if what I was doing was ok and they said it was so you're just saying this to try and bring me down," He really believed that he was in tune with other people, was listening to them and respecting their boundaries when to the rest of us he seemed dominating and psychotic. He did not believe that he had really done anything wrong.

I found out later that he is manic-depressive but doesn't take medication. He stayed one more night at my house and started getting afraid that someone would come through the door and attack him even though he knew it wouldn't happen. I fed him huge amounts of 5-htp but even this morning he was very depressed and physicaly ill. He seems to have the stomach flu. It might have to do with sticking his tongue up a girls ass.

He said he got alot out of it, and I'm trying to support him, but I'm still really weirded out by the incident.

As for me and my roll, I got a little out of it, it was weak for me despite large preloading and much of the time I had to take care of him and try to calm him down from his superman complex.

WTF? I'll be the first to admit that I don't always feel happy rolling and that I have some pretty hard times with fear and anxiety rolling, but I've never heard of someone so agressive and out of touch with reality on e. I feel like I always want to listen and just chill out and feel calm. Sometimes I need to talk, but not endlessly to the point that I am retelling sexual fantasies to strangers and freaking them out.

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ArthurDent42 said:

notapillow said:

jesus

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You said it man... nobody fucks with the Jesus!

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....this morning he was very depressed and physicaly ill. He seems to have the stomach flu. It might have to do with sticking his tongue up a girls ass.

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