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I dont know how it is for other people, but when I'm sitting dormant and staring there is nothing going on in my head. I must seem really spacey to people because its so natural for me to just space out sometimes (read: quite often). People may think I'm deep in thought but I'm really not, I'm just dormant, sitting, staring. Perhaps like a mild form of meditation. Maybe it's because I really dont care about very much. Things do not bother me and thus I dont think about them. I just accept what happens because what happens in the past is unchangeable so why dwell on it. Is this what people call ADD? Maybe its a lack of focus (Because it happens while i'm doing things sometimes, I'll just stare off) and what some might call ADD but it's me. When I'm in this state I am nothing but me. This is me. Its comparable to staying up all night hanging out then the next day being so tired and relaxed that I'm pure me. I feel that this is the best state and the most relaxed; however it's not good if you want to get things accomplished.

So this is what I say to people who are unhappy. Let go. Think about why you are unhappy, change it if you can. If not, accept it and try to find joy in other things and just be. Just be.

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