faslimy said:

i might as well mention my scatcore experience on mescaline

around 10 hours into a 18 hour intense trip i was in a state which probably not many will even believe but I started to create my own reality just through thought. anyway after visiting OTD and pondering goatse I would sink into these levels of scatcore where my entire world would become scat and when I thought about it i felt the urgent need to purge.

So i ventured to the toilet and decided I would get rid of it. So i'm sitting there feeling horrible, feeling this horribleness inside of me and I start to shit it out. I can't remember the feeling so I can't describe but when I kept thinking about the scatcore the shit kept flowing, and kept flowing... now earlier in the trip there were plenty of moments where i felt overcome with everything and the horribleness would come, I used tthe same method i took in taking the intitial mescaline brew (i chased it with bananas) so I thought banana and my scatcore reality was completely replaced with banana. When I thought banana my entire world ceased to be horrible and scat and just became banana.

SO I'm on the toilet and the shit wont stop flowing, i knew that if i didnt do soemthing I would keep shitting here forever, so I thought banana and it stopped. but then i would think about what just happened and feel the scat inside me again and would continue to purge.. this went on for a long time... much longer than physically possible..

i came to realise

i control the flow of the scatcore

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