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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: callmehippie] * 2
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callmehippie said:
Jack frost.  Q test.  With photometer






Not bad.






This hobby has gotten deep since I've been gone.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 5
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:hug:

Take care man, I can only imagine what that must feel like. If there's anything I can do from here, let me know. No parent should have to bury their own child.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 6
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Damn dude.  That sure was a post.  Really sorry to hear this.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: BeefExtreme] * 6
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My daughter just turned one and I can only imagine. Sorry for your loss.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Ovoidhunter] * 4
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Thank you for sharing with us about your daughter.  Memory is a powerful tool to honor people with and it can shape many things about us if we let it, or want it.


The waves of winter.  These frigid months are for uncomfortable thoughts and long serious contemplation while restlessness grows along with a desire for something new, a new day, a new feeling, and new thought.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 4
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AstroSporeFiend said:
Meh, it’s an ok day. My daughter would have been 15 today but she died a few years ago.  And we get the glory of the normal bullshit. I’m thinking of this being it.this is all we have, right? Fuck it.


Damn, so sorry to hear that.


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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Kloakk] * 6
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Peace to you and yours, Astro. I am sorry that happened.

I hope that you are able to draw upon the power of any memories of good times you might have shared with her, as those good memories can serve a very real and very important life purpose for you. They can help carry you forward, past the pain you’re experiencing, if only for short stretches, as a brief respite from the pain of loss.

I care about you, friend, and I am glad you are here with us. Peace to you.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 8
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I will not pretend to know what that feels like. We love you Astro.

None of us can say how long we will be in this temporary experience.

Let's be kind to each other.
:hugitout:


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gentle and kind

Another way to live

Your ego is your nemesis.
Seek the truth tirelessly,
Even at the cost of your own sanity.
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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: LadysKnight] * 3
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So sorry for your loss Astro, sending all the love and good vibes your way:heart::mushroom2::hug:

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 5
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:hug:

Yesterday would have been my mom's 89th birthday. I'm really thankful that my best friend was here, it definitely helped keep me out of the darkness.

Also, 5g of pickle ricks was no joke. Had a blast, but I'm glad to back on this planet.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: KlarnEvil9] * 11
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Hey, y’all. I’m sorry for sharing that last night. Whiskey opens us all up, for sure. My daughter’s passing is a constant uphill battle for me and my wife, but we are making it. I tend to fall back on grandad’s old cough syrup around this time, which is the dumbest fucking thing to do, but it’s better than the alternative. My daughter’s passing nearly killed me, but thankfully I found this medicine, which actually saved my life.

You crazy fuckers are awesome and I’m eternally grateful for you all. It must be the mindset of a “tripper” that is unifying. Anyone who uses this type of medicine is brave and resilient and is willing to put all of themselves out there. The willingness to be so vulnerable to ourselves says so much about us. Most people can’t do that. But you all can and I can, too. Even when it’s hard. Especially when it’s hard! Life can be cruel. Hold your kids when you can.

Anyway, let’s get back to talking shit about smelly dogs, lemon tree cultivation, and CMH’s dirty air vents. Lol.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 7
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Bud.  No.  Never apologize.  We thank you so much for sharing.  I find that i always feel better when i share here.  Sometimes people cant help offer advice which always makes my eye twitch a little, but i know its from a good place.
The place is your space bud.  Ill sit with you for anything man. Love you.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 5
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No apologies needed my guy, sometimes you gotta vent. We're here for you.:hug: everybody's doing the best they can with what they got. I'm very thankful this medicine has granted you some well deserved relief, despite such a tragedy. Glad you are here with us:heart: very well said about this community and it's resilience!:mushroom2:

On that note:

My dog rolled in what I believe was a human turd the other day, she was so incredible proud of herself. Had to drive home with the windows down, gross af. It's a good thing she's adorable :facepalm: right in the bath when we got home.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: BeefExtreme] * 4
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Don't apologize Astro. That's an absolute nightmare, you're a hero for trucking on.

I got pretty upset when I read that, will not winge and complain for a while.



So yeah, CMH's vents smell like dog, something I always suspected, but thanks for the confirmation. Glad I'm not flexible enough to smell my own vents, probably for the better.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Agar Wedge]
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Agar Wedge said:
No apologies needed my guy, sometimes you gotta vent. We're here for you.:hug: everybody's doing the best they can with what they got. I'm very thankful this medicine has granted you some well deserved relief, despite such a tragedy. Glad you are here with us:heart: very well said about this community and it's resilience!:mushroom2:

On that note:

My dog rolled in what I believe was a human turd the other day, she was so incredible proud of herself. Had to drive home with the windows down, gross af. It's a good thing she's adorable :facepalm: right in the bath when we got home.


Hahaha! I’m sitting here all sullen and you produce this gem! I went from crying to fucking crying from laughter! Agar, you rock, brother!

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend] * 4
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Astro, I'm so sorry for your loss and for what you're feeling today. Please know that you are not alone, you are worthy, and you are loved. I'll hold a special thought for you today.


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Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
"Shake it like you would a newborn baby" - BeefExtreme

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Nokumana] * 4
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I appreciate that, Noku. Sincerely.

I was diagnosed with ptsd after I left the military. I saw some shit oversees that kinda fucked me up for a while. But what’s weird is when my daughter died, all that went away. Like, poof, overnight. It was replaced by soul-crushing grief, but the shell shock was just gone.

I have such a love for humanity now. I cherish it and I feel I’ve developed an ability to mostly see through our flaws. Sometimes we just need to turn our heads to the clouds and wonder. And we all know that there is nothing better for that than a head full of shrooms.

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Nokumana] * 1
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Glad I could help :rofl::hug: right back at you! You the fuckin man Astro :rockon:

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Agar Wedge]
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Agar, what kind of dog do you have?

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: AstroSporeFiend]
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I posted this as a reply to a post in a different thread, but damn this song is good.

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