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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: LadysKnight] * 3
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LadysKnight said:
Kloakk said:
I'm always ashamed


Sounds like CPTSD.


I do have PTSD in my papers, but I don't think the C fits to be honest.

I don't have a problem with controlling my emotions, probably because of my main disorder(Schizoid personality disorder).

I don't have a lot of friends, but the few I have are +15 years, same with partners.

I do have a problems connecting to others though, mostly because I believe they're not even connected to themselves, that could be my main diagnosis again though :muppet:

Thank you for caring LK :hatsoff:

tryptkaloids said:
Sorry to hear about your pops. Lost mine to stage 4 lung and bone cancer when i was 16. Pms are open if you need an ear brother.


Thanks trypt, they found it early and he is still kicking it(free healthcare and all here). Damn man, that's ruff and I thank you for your offer, and I might take you up on it even though my father is still alive, and the offer goes both ways :hug:


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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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Edited by Kloakk (08/30/25 05:32 PM)

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Kloakk] * 3
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Just trying to lookout for loved ones. Stay good. Be healthy.


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It takes guts to be
gentle and kind

Another way to live

Your ego is your nemesis.
Seek the truth tirelessly,
Even at the cost of your own sanity.
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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: LadysKnight] * 2
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LadysKnight said:
Just trying to lookout for loved ones. Stay good. Be healthy.


Yeah I know you are, and I really love that side of you, and that is the reason I gave you the, to the bone honest answer. Your kindness even scares me a little, I wonder what kind of life you lived to be this way you know.


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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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Re: Cultivation confessional *DELETED* [Re: tryptkaloids] * 1
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Post deleted by sneakychopsticks

Reason for deletion: i want to delete this post

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: sneakychopsticks] * 5
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sorry to hear that guys.  my dad presently has prostate cancer.  always here for you please dm me anytime you feel like.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: sneakychopsticks] * 2
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Guys dont take steroids. 

Eat raw liver..







ahajahahshshshajahaha jk.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: sneakychopsticks] * 9
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I lost my dad at conception, we never met. Which was the best thing he could do for me. Born to a 15yo drug addict mother. Cooking and cleaning for myself at 5. Bringing home the food at 10. Hunting, fishing, stealing.

Biased, but I think the best thing you can give your kids is independence.


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It takes guts to be
gentle and kind

Another way to live

Your ego is your nemesis.
Seek the truth tirelessly,
Even at the cost of your own sanity.
-fiddle_head

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: callmehippie] * 6
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I lost my dad in December to colon cancer. I've got a lot of support around these parts. And so do you.  We're here for you if you ever need to talk.


Im 35. Got to live a whole life with my dad before. Well  abandoned us for his secret familym. Then,

I just got to spend the last few months with him after not speaking with him for almost six and a half years..


Life is short. Even at the end of a long life the time of  life is short.

Dont miss out on it and have regrets.

When It came down to it. I told myself nobody. no matter what. deserves to go through cancer and die because of it. So I got over all of my issues and said if I could go and make him smile and be comfortable and happy at the end of his life.

then I'm going to do that. Regardless of everything terrible he did and put me through the past few years.

I healed and he died in some sort of peace.


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: LadysKnight] * 3
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LadysKnight said:
I lost my dad at conception, we never met. Which was the best thing he could do for me. Born to a 15yo drug addict mother. Cooking and cleaning for myself at 5. Bringing home the food at 10. Hunting, fishing, stealing.

Biased, but I think the best thing you can give your kids is independence.


Yeah, so that was the fear I was talking about. And that also speaks of the human shame I feel, you didn't deserve that, and no doubt, you came out on top of it, in spite of it, and I know you feel that it is a big part of what made you to be the person you are today, and it probably did, but do not underestimate yourself.

A lot of people with similar faiths, ended up in a bad situation, and didn't find the love you did. And it is not the independence that made you this way, it is how you process life and the information you where handed.

Again, and I can't stress this enough, this is you, this is not your struggles, even though I agree they shaped your life, this is how you process the information and experience you've been given, and you made it. Got the best of what a fucked up situation has to offer, you learned, through love, and are now sharing and caring through that love.

I don't really know what to say other than you are a true inspiration on how to make a shitty hand of cards, make a million.

True life legend really.


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Some fungi are only edible once.”
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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Kloakk] * 2
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Thanks buddy.
I'll be good if you are.


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It takes guts to be
gentle and kind

Another way to live

Your ego is your nemesis.
Seek the truth tirelessly,
Even at the cost of your own sanity.
-fiddle_head

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: LadysKnight] * 10
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Confession, I like to pretend it doesn't bother me when people don't leave trade ratings, but it really does. (Especially when it was a give away)
:alonetime:

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Henry Swanson] * 4
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Henry Swanson said:
Confession, I like to pretend it doesn't bother me when people don't leave trade ratings, but it really does. (Especially when it was a give away)
:alonetime:


What kind of monster doesn't give a trade rating?


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Henry Swanson]
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Sorry
Henry Swanson said:
Confession, I like to pretend it doesn't bother me when people don't leave trade ratings, but it really does. (Especially when it was a give away)
:alonetime:


Functionally, those are more important than general ratings. Yeah, I see your frustration there. Bunch o' dang horse pucky is what that is!

:cussing:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Henry Swanson] * 2
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That's just bad form


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: PuffM4gicDr4gon] * 1
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PuffM4gicDr4gon said:
Henry Swanson said:
Confession, I like to pretend it doesn't bother me when people don't leave trade ratings, but it really does. (Especially when it was a give away)
:alonetime:


What kind of monster doesn't give a trade rating?




For real...

It's common courtesy. I've reached out to people in the past that didn't leave ratings.
Maybe some people are just unaware?

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: 1234go] * 2
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I forget all about ratings half the time. Bit of a twat like that, apologies. :shrug:


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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: 1234go] * 3
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Been a surprising amount, and they've definitely left others trade ratings. I think thats the part that wads my panties :lol:

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: Mackload] * 3
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Mackload said:
I forget all about ratings half the time. Bit of a twat like that, apologies. :shrug:



It's just the trade ratings that kind of matter.... sometimes...

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: 1234go] * 2
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Agreed, you're all good Mack..... unless you're a dirty non trade rater :wellhellothere:

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Re: Cultivation confessional [Re: 1234go] * 2
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1234go said:
PuffM4gicDr4gon said:
Henry Swanson said:
Confession, I like to pretend it doesn't bother me when people don't leave trade ratings, but it really does. (Especially when it was a give away)
:alonetime:


What kind of monster doesn't give a trade rating?




For real...

It's common courtesy. I've reached out to people in the past that didn't leave ratings.
Maybe some people are just unaware?

:


Or.. and I'll be brief as possible.

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