After lots of threads where Sabnock and I discussed MAOi and psilohuasca and whether THH was a big factor or not AND the excellent HPCD DMT for sublingual use thread tregar has shared, I decided to work with THH alone with shrooms.
I'm a little on the fence about mixing substances. Things get complicated fast and it becomes hard to gauge responses. That being said, I really loved my prior psilohuasca experiences (harmine, harmaline, THH and shrooms) and I was curious if there was a way to get much of that effect without actually using a MAOi (harmine and/or harmaline) and just adding THH.
I had been fasting for five days when all this took place.
I took the THH at 15:30. It's disgusting, like eating chalk dust. Within an hour I felt warm and fuzzy, though not really high. I *think* THH might just help with pre-trip jitters.
I ended up waiting until 18:30 to drink my two stage tea with 9g of Ovoids. First infusion was with fruit acid added. Second was straight water.
Fast come up as would be expected. The first unquestionable sign was a staggeringly beautiful fractal spiral pattern on my grey fleece blanket.
Shortly after being absorbed by the blanket, I retreated from the objects around me and became engrossed with my own mind. I largely thought of pain and loss. There were some suicide anniversaries on my mind, some failed relationships, and thoughts of missed opportunities.
It was a more emotional and less analytical or spiritual trip than most. I had a pretty steady flow of tears. I also had a consistent mantra of 'I wish I was a stronger person'. One thing I didn't do, but have in the past, is to scream or shout.
I often imagine connecting with people when tripping, especially on psilohuasca. This time was no different. One particular set of thoughts was about how approach some of my crushes, especially the younger ones (20s and 30s, to be explicit), with compassion and understanding. Both giving them a rich sense of my thoughts and feelings while working hard to be sensitive to where they are. None of this presages making a move, but its part of a larger habit of trying to reconcile my head with others' heads and lives.
After about 5 or so hours, I re-engaged with the material world around me. I did some stretching and went outside and had a cigar. The cigar was good but I ran inside with it once I saw a very surly seeming young man outside when I was smoking. tregar said THH has a feminine energy and I would tend to agree. I was acutely aware of this young guy as being blinded by youthful male energy.
I noticed while smoking that this trip featured reduced balance. And I also noticed that unlike most of my trips, I made a bunch of messes. I was also much more tired afterward than I am used to being.
THH is interesting. I think it might be a good way to enhance the experience and stretch out my supply. Next time I think I use it I'll just do 7g and see how it goes.
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