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I'm not interested in living for the sake of living * 1
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So I don't think it's fair to others to expect the same. One of the principals of stoicism is leaving life when one no longer enjoys it.  And I really resonate with that.

I'm not saying life is shit and death is peaceful. That's another argument to have. I just don't think you need to be coerced into living, I find it selfish. I will support whatever decision you make, friends. Doesn't mean I won't be hurt by it.


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Your god is dead, and I killed him.

When you’re lost, here I am. Forever with your soul


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 2
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Uh, if this is your hint at suicide, please don't?

I've really been enjoying your posts and would find this to be a lesser place if you died.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: Mr Piggy]
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I won't give a warning when I kill myself.
They're just going to walk  into "my magnum opus" painted in my blood on the wall. I appreciate your concern though mate. I am pretty sad right now. But I'm just saying what I would want to hear. Pressuring someone into life can be...counter productive.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 3
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But legit, no worries here. :highfive:

I have stuff to do. Including organizing the shroomery open secret Santa. Join in yall!


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Your god is dead, and I killed him.

When you’re lost, here I am. Forever with your soul


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick]
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Excellent!

Carry on santa!


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New to cultivation or the shroomery?  Observe the hitchhiker's guide

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Smellyhobbit said:
"Wiping a needle with isopropyl after flame sterilization is like shitting after you wipe your ass."

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: Mr Piggy]
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I appreciate you. Send some of that love to nox. I think he'd really appreciate you.


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Your god is dead, and I killed him.

When you’re lost, here I am. Forever with your soul


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 1
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I have had thoughts like that. I saw how bullshit realitt was and wondered what is the point? I saw infinity and realized how trivial life is. I figured i may as well give it a go though, considering how short it is in the grand scheme of things.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: longbus]
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Oh good. So someone else understands my disposition.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 1
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Yeah man im sure many people share your sentiment.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: longbus] * 1
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But the lack of expression is maybe what hurts the most. You can't tell people that you want to kill yourself because they'd rather coerce you than understand you. Selfish.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 1
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Everybody wants to be a hero.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick]
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No don’t!

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick]
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Life has it's moments.  I've had enough suicide attempts that really fucked my body up. Always thought for so long the grass is greener on the other side thing.  One day I just realized it wouldn't be, strange feeling.  Doubt I will live to be 50.  Whatever.  I just am and will always be.  Same for everyone.

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: longbus] * 1
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longbus said:
Yeah man im sure many people share your sentiment.


Yup.


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Let it be seen that you are nothing. And in knowing that you are nothing... there is nothing to lose, there is nothing to gain. What can happen to you? Something can happen to the body, but it will either heal or it won't. What's the big deal? Let life knock you to bits. Let life take you apart. Let life destroy you. It will only destroy what you are not.
--Jac O'keeffe

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: ShiVersblood]
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Stealth1Vampire said:
No don’t!


Don't tell me what to do.


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick] * 2
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Life is like getting in the car, and just going anywhere. You make some stops, enjoy the scenery, maybe meet some nice folks. But eventually you understand, I've had enough. I would like to go home. We're in this car, all alone, no matter the importance of our interactions. You can't expect that to change. But every now and then it's worth stretching your legs, if you're driving and you've nowhere to be. And that's just the thing, I have nowhere to be. It's there, and will always be there, when the time is right to go home.

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: larry.fisherman]
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Reading that I get what is underneath it.  Not complicated. 

As for the O.P. You will regret it if you choose to do it and I have been around many people that committed suicide that I knew and for some reason, my attempts were not successful while theirs was.  Why?  I have no fucking clue.

Though I have had some unique experiences as to why I am still around to talk to the living though I long to see the spirit world.  Yet it is more just a feeling that I will enjoy my existence more if I don't do it, and it helps I didn't have a gun.

Just try to see the absurdity in life and be yourself.  It is the only thing that keeps me going.  Everything comes back to you.  Time for a party with people that actually care about you and not a funeral of people suffering over you.  It does hurt deeply.  Ones that are successful and shit it hurts when I thought the grass was greener and influenced them and before you judge have had many attempts myself.

I just don't believe it will be better anymore.  An epimaphy of sorts.  Not from their deaths, just, dreaming and not remembering the dream but waking up knowing that if I tried ever again I would be successful and I would regret it.  It is just a knowing and truth.  Can't explain it and I live with guilt.

Grass isn't greener, is all I can say.  Now please call the suicide hotline and talk to an imbicile that has no idea of what you are going through.

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: Barnaby] * 1
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I would not regret it if I kill myself because I would be dead. I have no idea how to reiterate that I'm not suicidal without saying it again.  I'm also not encouraging the idea.

The idea that I think death is a right is what we're getting at. :shrug:

I thought it was pretty fairly understandable?


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Your god is dead, and I killed him.

When you’re lost, here I am. Forever with your soul


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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: King Klick]
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Assisted suicide is a crime.

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Re: I'm not interested in living for the sake of living [Re: ShiVersblood]
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I get it... but having moved on from that mentality I hope people can see past it. You've got a hell of a lot longer to be dead than you have to be alive. Seems like a damned waste to shave off the time you have. The whole "don't enjoy life anymore" thing is pretty much a phase. I can promise nobody has ever lived it all to make such a sweeping generalization. People just say that because they are in a rut where they have stopped being able to visualize the possibilities. To those people, I recommend selling all your shit, hitting the road, and seeing where you end up. Change everything if you have to. Just don't be duped into thinking "your boring and unfulfilling life" is equivalent to "life".

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