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First and last Dmt trip
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My first feeling was absolute bliss i was not in my body. I was in a other world with a blissfull ringing yellow skys blue lines and all of a sudden it was black and i was whipping through nothingness. My brain and everything just short circuted the ringing turned into a high pitch consistant buzz that got increasingly loud. I felt back in my body but cold, a circular transparentish poral that lookes to be imploding towards its center was pulling not physically but spiritually. I stared into it and began to scream at the top of my lungs over and over , a terrifingly genuine scream of horror in a voice i still do not recodnize was my own. I knew something terrible was happening. Then something washed over me, a feeling worse than any physical or emotional pain i have ever felt. It was the feeling of death, at that point i felt like i was being dragged out of my own consciousness i was being parted from my very soul. I was fighting it with every fiber in my body just screaming "NOOOO", then it hit me. Utter sorrow for my family, the feeling of complete failure. The pain i would cause...i cant die on them, this cant be it. I knew in my heart it was truely the end. I began to say im sorry im sorry. I felt like i could be heard, i apologized to my parents, my dogs, my brothers in loving detail. Then i laid back and began to let go. I could feel myself slipping and all i could think was dont feel sorry for me, live your lives. I then thought to myself, this is okay, this is the experience ive been searching for my whole life. I felt happieness as my brain began to slowly shut down i remember these words coming from my mouth. (Its funny how during the last moments your brain begins to shut down allowing you to look into thinks much deeper. I thought to myself " Dmt is the singularity and the mind is the catalyst. In this moment in time i truely beleive that i was missing something that it could unlock the brains power to create and destroy. Never having been a religous person my last thoughts were as follows " God is not what our perception shows. We cannot truely understand what god entitles without becoming god. My last thoughts were " god is everything and nothing, god is life and death, god is nothing but infinite energy."i am god, you are god, we are god"Our minds create electricity also we only use 10% of our mind. Anyhow i proceeded to accept my fate and just let go. A bit later i remember fighting it, forcefully pulling back my conciousness. I thought if i call an ambulance i can fight through this and survive. This next part is awfly embarassing but mind you for everypart of.my trip accept my "last thoughts" i had no idea i was even on dmt my mind had completely blanked. I proceeded to try to explain i was dieing and need help moments later i snapped into reality whilst on the phone but still extremly high and trippy ( but concious ) i immediatly went to snap my phone when she started asking my name and stuff. (Could not snap my s7)  I began to freak out and start hiding everything illegal. I let my phone ring and ring with their automatic call back. (Took them 20 minutes to show up if i was dead i woulda been gone they didnt even bring and ambulance btw). As im hiding the stuff i used to make it and my bong and so forth in my garage cabnits i hear a tap on the door 3 ft from me. Theres now 3 officers standing outside my door. I came out and flat out said thats all my weed paraphanilla ( not saying anything about the manufacturing equiptment as it was in a enclosed tote )  i used it to smoke some dmt i made. He asked if i had more i said no it doesnt make much but its very powerful. However you cant overdose on it, its what your brain floods with when you die. They proceeded to get wide eyed and one said why dont you just smoke some fucking weed. I then asked what im being charged with they said they arnt even fileing a report and it seems like the drug tought me a lesson jail never would have. (During conversation i had said im never doing it again) which i wont. They left without ever even stepping out of my yard.  what came over me im ashamed,my ego is destroyed ive always had such a strong mind.  Ive taken 7 hits of good liquid acid, ate 15 grams of completely dry potent gold caps. At Wanne music festival i did an eighth of shrooms, took a psylocibin extract, 2 hits of acid, and finished it off with some sass. Ive always controlled  my psycadellics way better than anyone ive ever known. So i decided to make some dmt. I made beautiful snow white crystals. I heated up my new titanium nail till it was redhead and proceeded to let it cool to a vaping temp. Took a scoop of the dmt with my dab tool and hit it. I then proceeded to have the worst experience of my life. Why did this happen i rarely read bad dmt trip reports. My minds always been so strong but that was thrown out of the window upon hitting it.


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"Through our eyes, the universe perceiving itself. Through our ears, the universe is listening to its harmonies. We are the witnesses through which the universe becomes conscious of its glory, of its magnificence.”
-Alan Watts

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante] * 1
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Please learn to use paragraphs.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Codeinecowboy]
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I copy and pasted from a memo, this was a copy paste job from my little trip log.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Codeinecowboy] * 2
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You are misinterpreting the experience.
The experience of death is the greatest gift you could have ever received.
Let it happen next time if you ever do it again, do not resist it. This is where the real trip begins.


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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Tmethyl]
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Idk man this trip a struck fear and respect towards dmt.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante]
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Don't panic when your in quick sand you'll only sink faster, accept death for what it is don't panic let it wash over you like a wave and dissolve you into nothingness and everything.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Codeinecowboy] * 2
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A lot of people harbor the notion that it's easy to go deep. :lol:
It's the hardest thing you will ever do my friend. Few can go all the way.
Even fewer can let go amidst the chaos.

I think you did well for the first time.
Don't give up now.


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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Tmethyl]
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Are you willing to roll the dice. :wonka:


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Just a fool on the hill.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: pineninja] * 1
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hyper-slapped... 

:llamastare:


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We are the music makers, the dreamers of dreams.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante]
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Amante said:
Idk man this trip a struck fear and respect towards dmt.


That is a good thing.
You say you will never do it again but I am guessing you will. So always have a sitter you trust.

I would also be careful with other psychedelics you think you have already mastered. Remember to treat them with fear and respect as well. The gateway to change has been opened. 

You have been given a gift and shown a lesson. There is now a real potential for change and growth for you. I wish you the best and sincerely hope that in a positive way you benefit from this experience.

You have done something that I am not brave enough to do, so props to you.


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“True freedom means freeing oneself from the dictates of the ego and its accompanying emotions.” Matthieu Ricard...Still working on it!!! LOL

“Love...Light...Awareness...Bliss”

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Edon]
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Holy crap man, thank you so much for sharing your experience.

Truly amazing..

I can relate to you about DMT and terror..

I recently tried change for the first time and had the most terrifying experience of my life and didn't go anywhere near as deep as you.

Scared the crap out of me.

I thought I knew what I was doing since I have taken 7g mushroom alone
and tripped tons of times at other doses and on lsd.

Nooooo. This shit is on a whole other level, I just didn't listen to the hype I guess.

Very humbling and enlightening to the power it contains...

This post and the replies has really encouraged me to continue to dive deeper myself...


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Within You , Without You


:mushroom2::levitate::mushroom2:

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante] * 1
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That was a cool report Amante. You've got some balls t-nailing it and talking through the cops. I'm kinda jealous, sounds like you did it the most effective way possible. You clearly have a strong mind by how well you memorized the experience and are able to share it.

I'd say that was a pretty typical first experience. DMT asks you to let go of everything. I've only seen like one person handle that well. It's very challenging the first time, and always frightening.

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"Dmt is the singularity and the mind is the catalyst. In this moment in time i truely beleive that i was missing something that it could unlock the brains power to create and destroy. Never having been a religous person my last thoughts were as follows " God is not what our perception shows. We cannot truely understand what god entitles without becoming god. My last thoughts were " god is everything and nothing, god is life and death, god is nothing but infinite energy."i am god, you are god, we are god"


Nice one. Try using what you learned there to unlock that brain power next time. Once you're able to accept what is happening and flow with it, you may see that your thoughts and emotions are participating in the generation of the experience. As you get more comfortable with that you can play with the energy and visuals a bit, like surfing a wave.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante] * 1
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Your absolutly right when you said its the hardest thing you will ever do. Still scare me when i think about it. My perception of the trip has changed a bit for the better. I dont look at it as a bad experience anymore, after alot of thought it made me realize whats important to me.


I applaud you for wanting to go deeper knowing the terror that can lye beyond the veil. Id say you have some balls aswell my friend. I hope you have a blissful smooth breakthrough nothing like mine.

On a side note, the other night i woke up very abruptly which is unusual for me. I waa drenched in sweat and immediately set up with a sense of panic. I opened my eyes and the walls were morphing and colored lines ran through them. I could hear alien like low pitch warping sounds. I couldnt tell whether i was awake or asleep so i stood up and had to catch myself on the wall. It faded rather quick, only lasted about 2 minutes but i was dead sober when i went to sleep. It felt like a heavy but mild compared to before, dmt trip. Are flashbacks normal... can this happen while im driving or worse ?

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Amante]
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Amante said:
Your absolutly right when you said its the hardest thing you will ever do. Still scare me when i think about it. My perception of the trip has changed a bit for the better. I dont look at it as a bad experience anymore, after alot of thought it made me realize whats important to me.


I applaud you for wanting to go deeper knowing the terror that can lye beyond the veil. Id say you have some balls aswell my friend. I hope you have a blissful smooth breakthrough nothing like mine.

On a side note, the other night i woke up very abruptly which is unusual for me. I waa drenched in sweat and immediately set up with a sense of panic. I opened my eyes and the walls were morphing and colored lines ran through them. I could hear alien like low pitch warping sounds. I couldnt tell whether i was awake or asleep so i stood up and had to catch myself on the wall. It faded rather quick, only lasted about 2 minutes but i was dead sober when i went to sleep. It felt like a heavy but mild compared to before, dmt trip. Are flashbacks normal... can this happen while im driving or worse ?


I can't say I have heard of dmt flashbacks, I have heard of tripping a lot causing people to wake up tripping sometimes, but that's more HPPD from abusing pyschs.

If you are worried stop using any drugs for awhile, even cannabis, and try to eat healthy and exercise. Mind and body health are directly linked so it can help.


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Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky

You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me

I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free


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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: musiclover420]
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I've had DMT flashbacks, particularly the day after a heavy trip.


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We are the music makers, the dreamers of dreams.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Northerner]
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Northerner said:
I've had DMT flashbacks, particularly the day after a heavy trip.


From just using it a single time or from smoking a fair amount throughout the day?

Also did anything like smoking cannabis trigger it the next day? Just curious :strokebeard:


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Don't worry about me, I've got all that I need. And I'm singing my song to the sky

You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

I've got all and more, My smile, just as before. Is all that I carry with me

I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free


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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: musiclover420]
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The next day cannabis use deffinantly felt heavier and trippier. Ive been a daily smoker since as long as i can remember, i usually dont get "high" just a mild relaxation. My recent ecplipse trip on shrooms felt like a normal shroom trip though. Also the day after dmt use i had very mild space outs that felt slightly out of body. That went on and off all day but faded with time.

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: musiclover420]
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Yes just a single use of dmt, after speaking with a good friend that uses dmt almost daily seen how much i had and how much is there now swears up and down i had to have done 200mg + but i find that rather hard to beleive...

Edited by Amante (08/24/17 11:36 AM)

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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: musiclover420]
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Yeah, dmt is a beast. Something similar happened to me which caused me to never touch it again. And then it happened again on Monday with shrooms. The sense of dying is very scary. And I don't know why, but people have the most difficult times when they nail it. Almost every trip report I've read when people nail dmt, it's real troubling. Hope you can take it easy.


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Re: First and last Dmt trip [Re: Kinshino]
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This trip is the definition of psychedelics, the raw power they hold is unimaginable, quite annoying when you hear people who think it's all just patterns and colours when there's much more behind them.

You have ventured where few dare to go, you have seen what many people only see once, congratulations you went home (temporarily :lol: )

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