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Fuck medication
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I'm fucking loosing it, but yet I think I'm still sane. If you think your crazy, does that mean you're really not? A lot of crazy people don't have a fucking clue they are crazy, so having some suspicion would be a positive thing right? Some input would be cool.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #1]
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why do you feel your loosing it ?

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #2] * 1
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Good example is my weed plants have been watering themselves. I think the police are breaking into my grow room, trying to kill my plants. I can't let that happen. Pretty fucking crazy huh?

Edited by Anonymous (06/03/16 06:53 PM)

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #1]
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What medication are you taking?

It sounds like paranoia. When I was growing mushrooms I had a hard time sleeping. I would wake up at 4am and just have a terrifying feeling that today was the day SWAT was busting my door down. I thought of how long I was gonna go away for and wouldn't really sleep till like 9am where I thought I was more in "common people time" and nobody try to catch me off guard. Hang in there

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #3]
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nah man. i knew i was crazy when i was crazy. i knew everything was not right but didn't really know and i could not control it.
when you think you're loosing it but actually think you're sane, you probably are not sane.

but never think you are insane. don't look at it like that. at least you KNOW something ain't right and that matters alot. it might mean you will NOT spend the majority of your life in and out of psychiatric hospitals. gotta think of the positive stuff bro.
think of it as a massive learning phase. you will learn alot about your stuff and how to deal with life better :feelsweirdman:

:highfive:

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #3]
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I've been weaning off of lamotrigine for a seizure disorder, and I think it may be affecting my brain, or I'm  just a paranoid schizophrenic and the meds are bringing my craziness to life. My uncle was crazy, so the odds are up there that it was passed down to me. I get plenty off sleep. I always think everyone is working for the police, trying to lock me up. Main people I don't trust are recent retired vets, I think with lack of work they could easily get some type if surveillance job with the police or something. Pretty sure my neighbors a cop, can't trust that dude one bit.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #1]
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I can completely relate to not trusting anyone...

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Anonymous #1 said:
Good example is my weed plants have been watering themselves. I think the police are breaking into my grow room, trying to kill my plants. I can't let that happen. Pretty fucking crazy huh?


This kinda made me chuckle. Yes that sounds crazy.

Why does it seem the plants are watering themselves? Are you getting amnesia and forgetting when you watered?

You can be crazy and realize that you are crazy, for sure. But thats a good thing that you can see your craziness. Maybe tell the doctor that you think your meds are messing with your mind.

How long have you been taking meds and how long have you felt like you are losing your mind?

I think we all experience a bit of paranoia when producing something illegal. Been there.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #6]
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I too feel like I'm going crazy, and I think that I should disable my facebook so that I don't make a fool of myself. I don't realise the stuff I'm writing is completely batshit insane until the next day when I read the feedback (or lack of) and read back over what I said... I feel completely sane other than my depression and anxiety but my thought patterns and the thoughts themselves seem to be totally radical in relative to what seems to be on everybody elses mind. I find it difficult to relate to anybody and I can't understand how more people haven't opened their eyes to the way that I see the world, and I often think that they are intentionally ignoring the blatant horrors of the world and pretending not to be frightened of it all.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #6]
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Anonymous #6 said:
Anonymous #1 said:
Good example is my weed plants have been watering themselves. I think the police are breaking into my grow room, trying to kill my plants. I can't let that happen. Pretty fucking crazy huh?


This kinda made me chuckle. Yes that sounds crazy.

Why does it seem the plants are watering themselves? Are you getting amnesia and forgetting when you watered?

You can be crazy and realize that you are crazy, for sure. But thats a good thing that you can see your craziness. Maybe tell the doctor that you think your meds are messing with your mind.

How long have you been taking meds and how long have you felt like you are losing your mind?

I think we all experience a bit of paranoia when producing something illegal. Been there.


I died laughing at this my throat hurts but for real i care about OP and i hope everything is okay. Go see a doctor and make up a story about how youre paranoid unless you feel confortable with your doctor to know the real story.

I hope you get better and i fully agree fuck medication.

Shit does more harm than good IMO

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #6]
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I'm not planning on telling any doctors my problems. I've been on my meds for 5 years, I've been loosing it for about four years. I may be sleep walking at night, but i wouldn't be able to get into my growroom, and tend to my plants. I posted up a game camera couple nightsin my grow room, has decent motion detecting and it takes pictures every minute. The camera doesn't work in between the hours of 1 AM to 5 AM. So that totally fucks me up mentally. This has happened to more than one game camera of mine.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #1]
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Let come what may

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #7]
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I got rid of my facebook account when I started taking my meds, but I came to the conclusion that these friends of mine where just a bunch of looser I could care less about,and I was really good at making drunken posts too, so I decided to not fuck with social media.  I don't think people are "intentionally ignoring the blatant horrors of the world and pretending not to be frightened of it all", I'm convinced that they are all clueless, and are more concerned about there "likes" on social media.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #1]
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I deleted my facebook back in 2012 and havent looked back since

I think people get WAY to carried away woth social media, even the shroomery is a social media

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #8]
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Medication can have many side effects but so can coming off medications. Have you checked into the side effects of going off the meds? It seems you don't trust doctors which I can relate to. How about finding someone with a holistic approach. I'm fortunate in my area to have several holistic healers around, some who are also MD's.

We are complex chemical organisms. While I do think that medication is widely overused there are some legit reasons to take it. There's also lots of other things that can help like good diet, rest, exercise and supplements.

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Re: Fuck medication [Re: Anonymous #9]
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One withdrawal symptoms of these meds is delusional thoughts, but fuck it shouldn't last so long. I am as healthy as I possibly can be, I even quite smoking cigarettes. Never heard of a holistic healing before, might look into that.

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