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sanchothestoner
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22834786 - 01/28/16 03:53 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Malcolm_Xtasy said:

Damn dawg do you plan on being on them for the rest of your life?

Whats up zombi3

no i'm doing a tapering plan with my dr

and rusty, the tram is just got my head and back pain and get my through when i have no benzos.

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You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!

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Ras Rising
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: ThatKidWithTheFace]
#22834789 - 01/28/16 03:53 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Sancho, rusty, and the likey come join rasy on chatty.

wishing all a great evening!

Just got back from classes, feeling a bit off. :shrug:

:shrug:

ganna get a a lil high :towelie:

:towelie:

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:inlove3:

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Test Kits? SurRealitys gocchu'!

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OhMrJohnson
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Ras Rising]
#22834794 - 01/28/16 03:56 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

I had to stop early cause my left leg is definitely strained, I could feel it starting to ache as soon as I started

Fuuuck that sucks :sad:

:sad:

But oh well I'm not gonna push it with a sprained leg, that'll just end up making it worse

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Rustifer
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Ras Rising]
#22834808 - 01/28/16 04:01 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

sancho i also had a hardcore benzo addiction and had to taper from 80mg of valium with my doc.

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22834854 - 01/28/16 04:17 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Jesus christ i bet you felt like you were dying for a few months.

I try and keep my benzo habit manageable. I'm usually able to go cold turkey and i feel better and back to baseline within 4-5 days.

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ThatKidWithTheFace
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22834901 - 01/28/16 04:30 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Rustifer said:

what are ya nervous about? big move man? going somewhere new??

Movin' to Colorado!

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[quote]Sheekle said:
[quote]ThatKidWithTheFace said:
Is this the same aunt that fucks dogs?[/quote]
u bet ur ass it is.[/quote]

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: ThatKidWithTheFace]
#22834906 - 01/28/16 04:31 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Bro nothing to be nervous about. I think you'll love it so much more than Alabama :lol:

:lol:

What made you wanna suddenly move out there? You've always talked about how much you loved where you were at.

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Rustifer
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22834945 - 01/28/16 04:46 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

ya.

I have PTSD from that shit.

I was on benzos from 19-25 scripted.

and I abused them like mad from 17 to 19. I was fuckin bar rich homies, they were everywhere for 2 dollars or less all fuckin day I used to get these bags of 500 from a buddy every few months.

but at 19 i got put on 3mg of klon a day

did that for a few years and then i met my super cool doc who would meet me at the cvs and write my scripts from his benz for 150 bucks and gimme 60 bars and 30 40mg d-amp tabs every month

by the time i got to my last doc that I went to for my addiction issues to heroin and benzos, my script was for 2 bars a day and I always bought 2 of my friends 60mg a month klon scripts, and I was taking a gram of phenazepam a month. and I was on 16mg of suboxone a day.

:facepalm:

:facepalm:

I was outta control I blacked out for 8 months straight once. like it's not there at all. I apparently hooked up with my friend that I stay with when I live in central tx. i don't recall it. or even living down there in rockport for those months at all.

it was hard as fuck getting off all that. I was a wreck. I think if I wasn't also doing heroin and suboxone I would have KMSed. I think that's the only way I stabilized on the 80mg of valium.

But after a few months with him he started giving me most of my script in 10mg pills, but would give me a fuck ton of the 2mg valium so I just went down 1mg where I felt like.

Once I got down to 20 I felt like I just needed to rip the bandaid off

so he scripted me diproqualone for a couple months then i stopped.

still had a really rough time though, i didn't leave my moms house for a couple months and when I did I dove back into heroin.

I was also on and off suboxone this whole time too.

so yeah like I said I have PTSD now from going through that shit.

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sanchothestoner
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22834997 - 01/28/16 05:03 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

wtf why is mdc already dead!!!!!!

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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: sanchothestoner]
#22835005 - 01/28/16 05:06 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Potamus made a LNC already

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I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
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sanchothestoner
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22835025 - 01/28/16 05:11 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

it's only fucking 4 oclock

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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: sanchothestoner]
#22835043 - 01/28/16 05:16 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Haha its 7 here in ATL but he made it at like 5:30. What a clown

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I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
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Cowb0yNeal00

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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: sanchothestoner]
#22835068 - 01/28/16 05:23 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

I'm here

Hi

:smugjerry:

:smugjerry:

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Rustifer
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Cowb0yNeal00]
#22835092 - 01/28/16 05:28 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

man i made that long post and kinda poured my heart out and ya'll don't even acknowledge me.

feels bad man :frown:

:frown:

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sanchothestoner
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22835110 - 01/28/16 05:32 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

mdc!!!! revolt!!!!

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I fucking hate you... God damn, I love you...
But we both know if we stick together, we'll just tear ourselves apart
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me happy, when skies are grey
You are my heroin, but there's an abscess... God damn, I miss the vein!

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Posts: 13,851
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22835114 - 01/28/16 05:32 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

Haha I read it. Did you not have seizures or anything crazy like that? It sounds like the dope kinda saved your life. If I had to endure the withdrawal from those dress I probably would've jumped off a bridge somewhere.

Do you still get muscle twitches and shit like that? Thats one of the side effects i still have and I didn't even go hard in the paint like you did.

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I'm stupid, Enlil is smart.
I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.

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Rustifer
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22835145 - 01/28/16 05:39 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

i dunno the docs all said my seizure threshold is amazing, I'm pretty sure I had one once on the floor in my bathroom once, or something else weird happened to my brain, but I ended up in the ER a few times in withdrawal really bad and my BP would be spiking up really high, like 200/140ish and shit, and most people would start to seize out when that happens but I was just in agony.

I got all kinds of weird symptoms like twitches, ringing in my ears, those have gone away for the most part, it's been 4 years in april since I quit them.

I often wonder about how much it still effects me, i had trouble thinking sometimes and I dunno if it's PAWS from the methadone or if it's something lingering from the benzos.

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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22835163 - 01/28/16 05:41 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

The ringing in the ears is the worst symptom by far. Even on my low doses I get that when I go cold turkey. It makes sleeping impossible. I also get these crazy closed eyes visuals when I try to drift off and I always jerk awake in this full body sweat/panic mode.

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I'm stupid, Enlil is smart.
I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful.
I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner.
Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.

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Rustifer
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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Malcolm_Xtasy]
#22835228 - 01/28/16 05:53 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

yup. i had that so bad for a long time, the whole almost drift off to sleep then you just jump and wake up like something scared you or something.

It does get better though trust me.

and I've read a lot of other stories where people were on high (normal person high doses not like crazy person high doses like me) doses for like 20 and 30 years and shit and had to come off and they even still got better.

but people say it still had lingering effects after years too, and I've heard of rare cases where people get symptoms that never go away.

it's funny how different we all are.

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Re: mdc (malcolm welcome) (sheekle OFF WITH THIS HEAD)

[Re: Rustifer]
#22835333 - 01/28/16 06:14 PM (10 years, 7 months ago)

I vote we let sheekle back into RR.

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