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Anonymous #1
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Zombies and cartoons are are not as good sober.
#21715933 - 05/23/15 10:44 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I am just venting here so blow on by if you give no fucks. I need to pass a test so I have to lay off the weed for a while. I am on the second week. I definitely am experiencing mild discomfort in the form of irritability and general longing for my old pal MJ. Also per the title some things I enjoy less whilst sober. Another funny thing is my sense of smell which is strong to start with is now hyper sensitive to the smell of weed. I can smell it in ziplock bag the sealed glass jar in a closed drawer feet away and this stuff is like 5 months old. I may be strongly in the pro MJ camp but there is no denying I have an addiction. Certainly it is milder than other addictions I have had and far far far less dangerous.
The funny thing is it lasts longer, the jones does. I have kicked opiates and never looked back. I won't even fill the script anymore after surgeries. Tobacco well I still have a couple cigars a year but I stop feeling the urge after four or five days. The chew was the worst of the tobacco. I would say the worst part of that was I just plain liked it. I think that is a big part of my Jones. I just like smoking weed. Well usually I do anyway.
Sometimes when I am high I just feel bored. Anyone else get high and start getting rough on themselves? Sometimes I start berating myself and feeling disappointed in myself for getting high. It feels unhealthy. I tell myself I should stop smoking for a while or maybe completely but I never do.
So along came an opportunity to do something really cool at least to me and it sounds like I will be tested. I want this bad enough to give up my nightly habit at least until i pass. So here I am at week two. The jones is giving me mixed emotions on the subject. I suppose I dislike the very idea of being controlled or manipulated by the addiction so much it makes me want to quit and since I will get tested every couple years at least, I think maybe I should give it up forever. Still generally I like it that is partly why I do it. Cartoons and Zombies would never be the same.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Zombies and cartoons are are not as good sober. [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21716670 - 05/24/15 06:44 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Zombies suck high. I will never understand why anyone is so dick deep on watching a bunch of fake blood moan. Who cares? Life is way more amazing then fake zombies.
I quit weed for 3 years. Then the day I was able to smoke again, I did. I haven't stopped since that day, and the whole 3 years it's all I thought about. Probably because there is some medicinal properties to it. If you feel ashamed when you smoke, it's just programming. You should not feel ashamed. You are dying. Enjoy life while you can.
If you found something better then weed, take it and enjoy....whether it be a job, or different state of mind, or even probation....warp it into a good thing.
I think it's time for me to quit again for a while, and try to get to moderate smoking. Once a week or so.
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Zombies and cartoons are are not as good sober. [Re: Anonymous #2]
#21717191 - 05/24/15 11:21 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Its good to take a break every once in a while from anything you do too often.
Though I have to say, I smoke 7-10 times a day and theres nothing wrong with that in my mind.
I dont know you though OP so i cant say much about your situation, but i know that for me, weed is more helpful than harmful.
The only real downside to it is the fact that it costs money. (for me atleast)
Only quit if you really want to.
I may be a stoner, but i would much rather be a stoner than an opiate addict, like i used to be.
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