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 ZippoZ
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 quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight 
#2085947 - 11/09/03 03:53 AM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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okay so i decided that inorder to get my life togeather i will have to do the following things for the following reasons
NO MORE ROLLS
okay, the drug mdma is all nice and fuzzy for about 4 hours during the expierence for me, if you negate the fact that my heart always fells like it is about to explode, and that they are sooo often cut with worse shit, once i ate some meth, and got i hated it. and the next 3 days always suck and they cause me to have panic attacks.... need i say more... no more rolls i have only done it about 10 times in the last 10 months and its time for me to stop.
No more alcahol
i dont see how the intake of a drug that makes me feel nothing and act like a thoughtless idiot will in anyway benifit my life. i truly think this drug is evil and should not be used by anyone. it also seems to make my heart race and feel all funny, and plus i can not for the life of me operate a vehicle while under its influence, i tried once long ago and i could have killed someone, or myself.
alcahol has caused soo many problems, and deaths in and around my life that i cant even count. so bye byye alcahol
No more marijuana. ummm yeah....
this is the one that i really dont want to let go of.
i have been smoking for a year or 2 constantly and it realy kills my motivation. although i must say that indica kills my motovation, but sativa dosent. if there was a way to only smoke sativa, which there isnt i would do it.
however i dont know if quitting marijuana is such a good idea i have been cutting back, but i have such violent moodswings without it that i think i would be better on it.
i have add, adhd, ocd, and a horrible anxiety problem that come out when i dont smoke weed. it in a way is its own medication.
on the subject of smoking weed i am truly conflicted.
after 2 days of no weed, i was in a huge fight with my mom, which has only happened on ocasions when i try not to smoke, and these fights are pretty big, shit is always getting thrown around.
bottom line no more rolls and no more alcahol
but can anyone please help me with the weed situation? i am truly conflicted, on one hand i have the physical benifits of not smoking and on the other i have the mental benifits of smoking.
i will never take a prescription again for my above mentioned disoreders( after having been on 30 and recieving a neurological problem called essential tremmor from them) and weed might be the only way
HELP
please
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PEACE
 zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
Edited by zippoz (11/10/03 01:06 AM)
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#2086748 - 11/09/03 03:01 PM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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ZippoZ
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Re: NO MORE ALCAHOL ROLLS and maybee WEED, AS OF TODAY [Re: ]
#2088333 - 11/10/03 01:05 AM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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yeah that is an option, but do to my living circumstances and some outandish drug laws i can not do that.
i wish i could though.
last night i had the oportunity to do all three of these things,
i didnt roll
i didnt drink,
however i did take a hit of resin to go to sleep so that i could go to work.
iom really begining to think that i can not go without pot.
it is what i used to get off of my other pharmacutical medications, most recently effexor(the worse drug ever), and without it my moods and feelings are wacked.
oi what is a dude to do
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PEACE
zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: NO MORE ALCAHOL ROLLS and maybee WEED, AS OF TODAY [Re: ZippoZ]
#2088485 - 11/10/03 02:50 AM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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my friend is the same way. except he uses pot to help himself eat. I've been off pot for 24 days, and it's finally becoming really easy. it's jsut that first week! really it is, I used it to use it to go to sleep too, but all I can say is if yoi really want to quit, you'll suffer the first week, bad. but after that I began to get a regular sleeping pattern in. but shit you're quitting booze and that other shit, so stick with that for now, and then quit the bud. don't change what your body is used to all at once. moderation!!!
I can only speak from sleep disorders and adhd
here's some suggestions
exercise!!! this will get you tired after a while. run jog, do whatever you like, but exercise is great for the body and it gets rid of a lot energy you may or may not have. great for the detox too! surprisingly too, it quieted my mind down considerably, which was my main problem in sleeping and focusing in the first place. do it once in the morning when you wake up, and once before dinner. if you really establish an eat/exercise program for yourself, your body will get into sync.
if not exercise, read a book. that gets me tired at least  seriously do things and keep active.
eat really healthy, help your body get over those toxins the best way you can. no caffein, at all (duh!)
meditate. yeah I'm sure you're like errrrrr adhd buddy, and you're right, but the more you do it the more your mind will get used to it. you have to train it ya know.
if you smoke ciggs, that'll hurt ya. those things really suck especially with consentration.
lastly and most important. do what you want to do. don't jsut sit around and detox, do stuff that you want to do now that you would normally spend money and time doing drugs. sitting around, especially with some of those disorder sucks balls.
hope this helped
best of luck to ya.
right now I'm quitting ciggs and bud, and I smoked bud constatnly for 6-7 years. and cigs for 4. not too long but long enough heh
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Annnnnnd I had a light saber and my friend was there and I said "you look like an indian" and he said "you look like satan" and he found a stick and a rock and he named the rock ooga booga and he named the stick Stick and we both thought that was pretty funny. We got eaten alive by mosquitos but didn't notice til the next day. I stepped on some glass while wading in the swamp and cut my foot open, didn't bother me til the next day either....yeah it was a good time, ended the night by buying some liquor for minors and drinking nips and going to he diner and eating chicken fingers, and then I went home and went to bed.
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Re: NO MORE ALCAHOL ROLLS and maybee WEED, AS OF TODAY [Re: kaiowas]
#2088640 - 11/10/03 05:21 AM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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Luckily i have never smokes cigarettes, and am proud of the fact.
And i have also stopped drinking soda and caffeene, and am now consuming lots of juice,  yummmy, and water.
quiting e isnt really that hard, i have only done it 10 times over about 10 months, but the alcahol is a bitch.
at home there is beer in the fridge, and i work at a bar, where my customers and co workers, despite the fact that i am only 20, offer me alcahol daily.
i used to jus go back into the cooler and slam some new weird beer everyday and no one ever knew. when i have to go there for a case of catchup or whatever its pretty tempting.
however my body is highly dependant on marijuana, it isn good.
i can honestly say that i feel physically sick without it. and going from a very high period of smoking to not smoking at all isnt fun. so i smoked 1 hit to calm the nausea.
I have also encountered an effect that comes around when i dont smoke weed. i start to tripp. i have visuals, slight shifts here and there , moving woodgrains, and distorted thoughts. this happens everytime i dont smoke weed, but this time it was quite a bit stronger.
Unfortunately i can not function in the world like that, and that means that i am going to have to try and step down gradually from this green giant, marijuana.
i have been meditating more that i usually do, and have been outdoors quite a bit enjoying the sky and the woods, desite dropping temps.
i have also been to the bookstore to read, and out starting new relationships.
this is a whole life changing time, and it was brought about by the harmonic concordance, and its energy's effects on my own energy, causing me to finally set things straight in my world. and i can say that what i have seen this world is pretty cool.
wish me luck
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PEACE
zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: ZippoZ]
#2089031 - 11/10/03 10:22 AM (20 years, 10 months ago) |
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Baby steps. It's good that you're recognizing that pot is a problem, but try to get rid of the other drugs first, and maybe try to moderate your pot habit. Then you can feel some accomplishment, and move on to going cold turkey on pot.
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Why, sirrah, why may a caudled fillhorse be deemed the brother to a hiren candle in the night? Withal, because a candle may be greased, yet a fillhorse be without a fat argier!
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: CeeEssGee]
#2095310 - 11/12/03 01:15 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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yeah, im still smoking weed, all in modderation though
as soon as i quit people kept tryin to smoke me up, odd
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zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: NO MORE ALCAHOL ROLLS and maybee WEED, AS OF TODAY [Re: ZippoZ]
#2095321 - 11/12/03 01:16 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
zippoz said:
iom really begining to think that i can not go without pot.
it is what i used to get off of my other pharmacutical medications, most recently effexor(the worse drug ever), and without it my moods and feelings are wacked.
oi what is a dude to do
thats one of the reasons why I quit. check out my log. ive been "clean" for 2 weeks now and I feel great and hold no regrets.
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: ZippoZ]
#2096561 - 11/12/03 09:45 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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If you're trying to quit, but your friends are making it hard, then tell them not to offer you any drugs. If they still do, then stop hanging around them; they aren't very good friends, then.
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Why, sirrah, why may a caudled fillhorse be deemed the brother to a hiren candle in the night? Withal, because a candle may be greased, yet a fillhorse be without a fat argier!
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: CeeEssGee]
#2098342 - 11/12/03 06:02 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I am stopping reefer, too
it's only been a few days but the difference is very noticeable. today in algebra class when i looked at the blackboard, I could piece everything together, it wasnt just like a hazey mess.
it does nothing for me anymore. i have too many things i need to accomplish and weed is only going to hinder me and keep me down.
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: Grav]
#2100124 - 11/13/03 02:44 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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funny how hella people especially on this forum are quitting around the same time (including myself) super sweet
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Annnnnnd I had a light saber and my friend was there and I said "you look like an indian" and he said "you look like satan" and he found a stick and a rock and he named the rock ooga booga and he named the stick Stick and we both thought that was pretty funny. We got eaten alive by mosquitos but didn't notice til the next day. I stepped on some glass while wading in the swamp and cut my foot open, didn't bother me til the next day either....yeah it was a good time, ended the night by buying some liquor for minors and drinking nips and going to he diner and eating chicken fingers, and then I went home and went to bed.
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: CeeEssGee]
#2101036 - 11/13/03 09:47 AM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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If you're trying to quit, but your friends are making it hard, then tell them not to offer you any drugs. If they still do, then stop hanging around them; they aren't very good friends, then.
its not even my friends, its just random people, like this dude i just met at my work, a bosses bf. and one of the bartenders, and a dude on the street in milwaque who i have never met before, and probably never will again. theyre just comming out of the wood work.
weird
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zippoz
"in times of widespread chaos and confusion, it has been the duty of more advanced human beings - artists, scientists, clowns, and philosophers - to create order. In such times as ours however, when there is too much order, too much m management, too much programming and control, it becomes the duty of superior men and women and women to fling their favorite monkey wrenches into the machinery. To relieve the repression of the human spirit, they must sow doubt and disruption"
"People do it every day, they talk to themselves ... they see themselves as they'd like to be, they don't have the courage you have, to just run with it."
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Re: quitting log. e alcahol and maybee pot, as of tonight [Re: ZippoZ]
#2103167 - 11/13/03 07:37 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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lol I know what you mean. it's like before I was hard pressed to find pot, but now that I don't smoke anymore, it's all around me. like you said, different people yuou don't even know are offering, 
yes weird
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Annnnnnd I had a light saber and my friend was there and I said "you look like an indian" and he said "you look like satan" and he found a stick and a rock and he named the rock ooga booga and he named the stick Stick and we both thought that was pretty funny. We got eaten alive by mosquitos but didn't notice til the next day. I stepped on some glass while wading in the swamp and cut my foot open, didn't bother me til the next day either....yeah it was a good time, ended the night by buying some liquor for minors and drinking nips and going to he diner and eating chicken fingers, and then I went home and went to bed.
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