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I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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:hug:

Repeat after me: it's allllllll gooooooooooooood


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Re: having a breakdown [Re: Sheekle]
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Sheekle said:
:hug:

Repeat after me: it's allllllll gooooooooooooood


I wish it was. I was supposed to be going to a rave tonight but now I have my ex literally trying to get me to kill my self and telling me about all the guys she's getting with and has been since the day after we broke up. I'm violently shaking and can't stop

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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Hey man if you still go to the rave, be careful.

Don't be careless and take a bunch of stuff to escape this pain, because you'll likely end up taking too much and having a shitty time somehow.

Why would she go out of her way to tell you about her hook-ups? That's ridiculous.

She is telling you to kill yourself, or she is just telling you about the guys she's sleeping with and that makes you think to kill yourself?

Either way man, you gotta be your best buddy. We're here for ya but be nice to yourself.

You don't need this shaking. Love yourself like you would love anything else. Try the mirror method. Look into your own eyes and say "I love you (insert name here)"

And then watch what happens. maybe you'll cry really intensely, maybe you'll just be like "Fuck this no I don't" but either way, just watch.

If you can't do it, chances are high that your issue at this moment is not her, but that you feel you NEED her/someone to love you because you cna't love yourself.

I'm in a similar boat though friend so I'm quite a hypocrite.

WIsh I took my own advice so I did the mirror thing and I feel better.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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Pure madness.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness] * 1
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PureMadness said:
I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone


Sounds like OTD material.


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Re: having a breakdown [Re: Channeling_Spirit]
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Channeling_Spirit said:
Hey man if you still go to the rave, be careful.

Don't be careless and take a bunch of stuff to escape this pain, because you'll likely end up taking too much and having a shitty time somehow.

Why would she go out of her way to tell you about her hook-ups? That's ridiculous.

She is telling you to kill yourself, or she is just telling you about the guys she's sleeping with and that makes you think to kill yourself?

Either way man, you gotta be your best buddy. We're here for ya but be nice to yourself.

You don't need this shaking. Love yourself like you would love anything else. Try the mirror method. Look into your own eyes and say "I love you (insert name here)"

And then watch what happens. maybe you'll cry really intensely, maybe you'll just be like "Fuck this no I don't" but either way, just watch.

If you can't do it, chances are high that your issue at this moment is not her, but that you feel you NEED her/someone to love you because you cna't love yourself.

I'm in a similar boat though friend so I'm quite a hypocrite.

WIsh I took my own advice so I did the mirror thing and I feel better.


I might go but idk. I just want to curl up in a ball and die at this point. Because she know's how much it get's too me, and that she didn't wait 24 hours after leaving me to do it is fucking crushing. She hasn't said outright kill your self, but she's actually trying to get me to do it, just not saying it in such blunt terms. It's taking me ages to type I'm shaking like a seizure and I can't stop, im trying but I cant. I do need her, noone else could love me. I'm not a good person

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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she's just trying to haunt you, amigo.

If she's really trying to get you to die, then she's in one of the darkest pits of depravity I've heard of in a long time, and her attitude is not worth .0000001 seconds of your attention.

Seriously, just divert your attention from her, and let your feelings be as they are. Just watch them... don't do anything about it.. you don't need to. Pain is fleeting and will clear out of your system little by little as you acknowledge it, but let it be.

Funny thing about thoughts and emotions: they will leave as quickly and easily as they came once you don't hold any weight onto them.

Deep breaths man, deep breaths.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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PureMadness said:
I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone


PureMadness said:
Sheekle said:
:hug:

Repeat after me: it's allllllll good


I wish it was. I was supposed to be going to a rave tonight but now I have my ex literally trying to get me to kill my self and telling me about all the guys she's getting with and has been since the day after we broke up. I'm violently shaking and can't stop



Please hang in there.

That girl sounds like a piece of shit.

She's not worth harming yourself over.

Separate yourself from as much negativity as possible, remember all the reasons why you love yourself as hard as it may be, and if you need someone to talk to please message me. I'm laid up in bed in severe pain so I will be around all day.

Take a deep breath, find a place of peace in your heart, and good on you for reaching out to the community. Some people don't and then they just disappear.

I enjoy your posts and you seem like a great person with a lot of love to give. Give yourself some and don't waste your time giving it to people who can't or won't reciprocate.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: California]
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California said:
PureMadness said:
I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone


Sounds like OTD material.


If you want to take the piss out of me or something then just do it by pm no need for otd

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness] * 1
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My good man, you will NEVER (sorry to say) find happiness when you are DEPENDENT on SOMEONE ELSE to love you. That's your own job and hiring someone else to do it gets messy.

You need them when you're upset. You need them when you have a bad day. Hell, you need them to give you compliments when YOU YOURSELF cannot feel like you're a good person.

It always falls apart. I learned this theme (I am the SAME way) throughout my years of dating.

If you cannot love yourself, no one will be able to provide so much love for themselves, their family/friends AND you without it being taxing. Either the relationship fails, or said person just becomes dead inside.

Feel free to PM if ya wanna be open about it in a private way, lol.

If you feel you're not a good person here's what you do: write down why.

Then see what you can do to rectify that from the current moment you're in to the best of your ability.

I know it hurts, and she seems like a twat anyway. Don't let someone else determine how you feel, whether good or bad. Attachment is the root cause of all suffering, this is true. Attaching to an idea of someone being the PERFECT mate is what causes divorce rates to be so high.

At SOME point in your life, you will have to be there for yourself. Hopefully it is before the moment of your own death because most people wait until that moment to realize it and go "oh shit"

I love you brother. But until you love yourself, your love for anyone is shite. It is fake, it based on lies and based on attachment to ideas. "I love you IF you do this this that that and fulfill this desire I cannot possibly fulfill on my own" instead of loving them the way they are, no expectation or even hope to have them return any love.

Friend!

Alas friend! I am your friend!

If you are not your friend then you cannot be friends with anyone truly. Everyone becomes a means to an end.

EveryTHING you do becomes a mean to an end.

I'm rambling like a mad man and I hope you don't take this offensively. I'm going through the same shit with my ex and I feel I learned valuable stuff.

Take what you will discard the rest like you're already going to do.

If you go to the rave are you going with close friends or alone?

Either way, have a good time no matter what.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: Channeling_Spirit]
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Channeling_Spirit said:
My good man, you will NEVER (sorry to say) find happiness when you are DEPENDENT on SOMEONE ELSE to love you. That's your own job and hiring someone else to do it gets messy.

You need them when you're upset. You need them when you have a bad day. Hell, you need them to give you compliments when YOU YOURSELF cannot feel like you're a good person.

It always falls apart. I learned this theme (I am the SAME way) throughout my years of dating.

If you cannot love yourself, no one will be able to provide so much love for themselves, their family/friends AND you without it being taxing. Either the relationship fails, or said person just becomes dead inside.

Feel free to PM if ya wanna be open about it in a private way, lol.

If you feel you're not a good person here's what you do: write down why.

Then see what you can do to rectify that from the current moment you're in to the best of your ability.

I know it hurts, and she seems like a twat anyway. Don't let someone else determine how you feel, whether good or bad. Attachment is the root cause of all suffering, this is true. Attaching to an idea of someone being the PERFECT mate is what causes divorce rates to be so high.

At SOME point in your life, you will have to be there for yourself. Hopefully it is before the moment of your own death because most people wait until that moment to realize it and go "oh shit"

I love you brother. But until you love yourself, your love for anyone is shite. It is fake, it based on lies and based on attachment to ideas. "I love you IF you do this this that that and fulfill this desire I cannot possibly fulfill on my own" instead of loving them the way they are, no expectation or even hope to have them return any love.

Friend!

Alas friend! I am your friend!

If you are not your friend then you cannot be friends with anyone truly. Everyone becomes a means to an end.

EveryTHING you do becomes a mean to an end.

I'm rambling like a mad man and I hope you don't take this offensively. I'm going through the same shit with my ex and I feel I learned valuable stuff.

Take what you will discard the rest like you're already going to do.

If you go to the rave are you going with close friends or alone?

Either way, have a good time no matter what.


I know I'm not a good person, I could list a million reasons and some of them will never change because it's already too late. Twat or not she's the only girl I could ever truthfully say I've loved. I didn't need her to do anything for me, looking back I don't even know if she ever did love me in the first place. But I did everything I could for her. I don't take any offence to any of it and I do appreciate you and everyones replies. If I'm going it will be with one person who I know sort of well but chances are I'll be alone all night. thank you

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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It's never too late to do something different.

How come you will "do everything you can for her" but not for yourself? You're not broken dude.

What you plan on taking tonight anyway?

Just curious mate :laugh:

We all want love. We all want to be loved.

By saying you know you're not a good person, you're more accurately saying "I don't deserve to feel good about myself, and I don't care to take inventory of problems to work on any of them, because I'm not a good person" and then we've got a cycle.

I mean cmon, gimme one issue that makes you a bad person that isn't some fixed memory in the past?

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness] * 1
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PureMadness said:
I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone




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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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PureMadness said:
I'm having a breakdown. Lot's of trouble with my ex and I can feel my self getting worse and worse I really need someone to talk too or something to distract me please just someone



Bro, If I have learned anything in my life it's that I gotta do what I want. Nufff said. Oh, stop fucking treating these ho's like ladies. I know you can tell the difference between the two.

:awehigh:

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: blackdust]
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btw, how many girls that go to raves are ladies? Come the fuck on. She a Ho ho ho bag. Fun to fuck but not to date. mmhmm, like these girls would be good fuck buddies

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: Channeling_Spirit]
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Channeling_Spirit said:
It's never too late to do something different.

How come you will "do everything you can for her" but not for yourself? You're not broken dude.

What you plan on taking tonight anyway?

Just curious mate :laugh:

We all want love. We all want to be loved.

By saying you know you're not a good person, you're more accurately saying "I don't deserve to feel good about myself, and I don't care to take inventory of problems to work on any of them, because I'm not a good person" and then we've got a cycle.

I mean cmon, gimme one issue that makes you a bad person that isn't some fixed memory in the past?


I don't know what to do for my self, honestly I'd happily kill my self if I could guarantee she'd be happy for it. MDMA if I feel like It won't tip me over the edge or just get drunk as fuck. LSD's not the best idea tonight I don't think. As stupid as it sounds that is how I think about my self. Have for a long time not that people even realised it. A lot of the fixed memories are some of the worst things about me. I attempted suicide in my family home where there are children just last night. That's a fucking evil thing to do.

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: PureMadness]
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PureMadness said:
Channeling_Spirit said:
It's never too late to do something different.

How come you will "do everything you can for her" but not for yourself? You're not broken dude.

What you plan on taking tonight anyway?

Just curious mate :laugh:

We all want love. We all want to be loved.

By saying you know you're not a good person, you're more accurately saying "I don't deserve to feel good about myself, and I don't care to take inventory of problems to work on any of them, because I'm not a good person" and then we've got a cycle.

I mean cmon, gimme one issue that makes you a bad person that isn't some fixed memory in the past?


I don't know what to do for my self, honestly I'd happily kill my self if I could guarantee she'd be happy for it. MDMA if I feel like It won't tip me over the edge or just get drunk as fuck. LSD's not the best idea tonight I don't think. As stupid as it sounds that is how I think about my self. Have for a long time not that people even realised it. A lot of the fixed memories are some of the worst things about me. I attempted suicide in my family home where there are children just last night. That's a fucking evil thing to do.


GLOBAL ALERT!


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Re: having a breakdown [Re: blackdust]
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blackdust said:
btw, how many girls that go to raves are ladies? Come the fuck on. She a Ho ho ho bag. Fun to fuck but not to date. mmhmm, like these girls would be good fuck buddies


She doesn't go to raves, or do drugs, or anything close. She really was a lady

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Re: having a breakdown [Re: California]
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California said:
PureMadness said:
Channeling_Spirit said:
It's never too late to do something different.

How come you will "do everything you can for her" but not for yourself? You're not broken dude.

What you plan on taking tonight anyway?

Just curious mate :laugh:

We all want love. We all want to be loved.

By saying you know you're not a good person, you're more accurately saying "I don't deserve to feel good about myself, and I don't care to take inventory of problems to work on any of them, because I'm not a good person" and then we've got a cycle.

I mean cmon, gimme one issue that makes you a bad person that isn't some fixed memory in the past?


I don't know what to do for my self, honestly I'd happily kill my self if I could guarantee she'd be happy for it. MDMA if I feel like It won't tip me over the edge or just get drunk as fuck. LSD's not the best idea tonight I don't think. As stupid as it sounds that is how I think about my self. Have for a long time not that people even realised it. A lot of the fixed memories are some of the worst things about me. I attempted suicide in my family home where there are children just last night. That's a fucking evil thing to do.


GLOBAL ALERT!


I don't know what you mean by that, but like I said if you want to take the piss just do it by pm

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