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Noetical
Flip Horrorshow

Registered: 11/28/04
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They fuckin suck! Man I had a huge one this september when I realized I was a two semesters away from graduating and hated what I was doing and at the same time had no idea what I wanted to do instead.
It felt like I was in a race that I had no idea where it was headed and where it began, it was "why the fuck am I even doing this" moment.
It was a very trying time and it hurt alot (I'm still not through it) but for the most part I think I've learned alot about myself and who I am and what I want to become, now for the hard part becoming that person.
Self realization through self destruction my robotic friend.
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Todcasil
rogue DMT elf


Registered: 08/08/99
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Re: Nervous Breakdowns [Re: Noetical]
#4547051 - 08/17/05 02:34 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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you gotta break it the fuck down, before you can build it up in the image of your choosing.
TEAR DOWN the WALL!!
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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BanJankri
FreefallerUpwards

Registered: 07/27/04
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I'm moving to a new place too. I have to move out by september and I havent found a place. Tomorrow I'm leaving for a festival. Hope I can be stress free for a couple of days. And I also need to find a job which multiplies stress levels by a lot. Try to hang in there, I guess life is just hard most of the time
-------------------- Just let everything flow, just flow right to the center of everything. You gotta turn off your mind and relax, and then just float downstream...
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Burke Dennings
baby merchant

Registered: 11/29/04
Posts: 81,641
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Re: Nervous Breakdowns [Re: BanJankri]
#4547476 - 08/17/05 04:40 PM (18 years, 6 months ago) |
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Quote:
And I also need to find a job which multiplies stress levels by a lot.
At first, I took this to mean that you were purposefully looking for a stressful job.
Then I realized that you simply forgot a comma between 'job' and 'which', and it made more sense.
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afoaf
CEO DBK?


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Loc: Ripple's Heart
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waaaaAAAAAAAA!!!?
-------------------- All I know is The Growery is a place where losers who get banned here go.
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Gillette
Jaded


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Re: Earth: the insane asylum of the universe [Re: afoaf]
#4550843 - 08/18/05 08:36 AM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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I can't tell if I'm teetering on the edge of a breakdown or recovering from one....but yeah I know how you feel. I've had complete body shut down breakdowns. Apparently I had some sort of anxiety attack or breakdown in my sleep one night years ago, that caused my body to begin to shut down, I woke up in the morning all fucked up and swollen, I haven't had anything that bad since. I did have a 4 hour cry-a-thon a couple months ago, I'm not sure what happened to set it off but I couldn't get a hold of myself, I thought I'd lost it, I was trying to talk my sister into taking me to the hospital because of it. 40 ended up calling me instead <3
however, I learn alot in the periods that lead to this shit, so I'll take it.
-------------------- ~Earth is the Insane Asylum of the Universe~ A closed mind is a wonderful thing to lose.
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mantis


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The comma is a powerful weapon
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Jadian
Ninja


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Re: Nervous Breakdowns [Re: BanJankri]
#4550959 - 08/18/05 09:30 AM (18 years, 5 months ago) |
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Exactly same boat I was in no more than 3 weeks ago. I wasn't really stressing out because I knew something would come together, and it did. I'm making a bunch of money at my job now (I work A LOT, but it's worth it), I'm moving into a new apartment in a few days, and the festival was awesome!
-------------------- LNC's official Alaskan stoner
 
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