Phenocide said:

OP, do you have friends?  Do you have friends that you trust enough to do this with?  IMHO, if you do psychedelics alone at age 19 (with the insecurities you posted above) without friends you aren't gonna have much fun.

Your first time(s) tripping should be with friends in a loud musical environment with lots of lights and lots of boys.

If you trip for the first time alone in your room you are going to hate it, and it is going to make your life seem even more pointless.

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while I agree with the tripping with friends your first time... everything else you said is fucking retarded

healing said:

bholzer said:

healing said:

I'm on many medications. I share one of yours, though, welbutrin. I take that every day and have no problem tripping out. It doesn't affect the trip at all.

Every body is different.

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Just curious, do you still get blazed on average amounts of bud while on wellbutrin?

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Yeah.

Phenocide said:

OP, do you have friends?  Do you have friends that you trust enough to do this with?  IMHO, if you do psychedelics alone at age 19 (with the insecurities you posted above) without friends you aren't gonna have much fun.

Your first time(s) tripping should be with friends in a loud musical environment with lots of lights and lots of boys.

If you trip for the first time alone in your room you are going to hate it, and it is going to make your life seem even more pointless.

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This is retarded. Just because you think that sounds like a good time doesn't mean that everyone thinks so too. I would hate to trip in that environment. I'm not looking to get fucked up and dance around. I like to quietly explore my own mind in the privacy of my home, or listen to relaxing music with a few close friends.

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I agree. If I did what he suggested I would lose my freaking mind 

Poptart said:

I have adhd as well as depression. I've been on all types of medicine since second grade. Get off all that shit. It's really not good for you. it's basically a diluted form of meth.

I would suggest meditation. Adhd is an attention deficit disorder.

Instead of using pills as a crutch why not train yourself to have a calm serene and focused mind?

It's worked wonders for me and now i can focus better than non adhd'ers.

I would recommend meditation to anyone but especially for people like us who have a hard time focusing. It will help with depression as well. my social anxiety is also gone.

All your problems stem from your rampant mind generating lots of distracting depressing paralyzing thoughts.

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Poptart said:

It's very very simple. Just sit in a comforatable position. And just focus on your breathe. don't force your breathe just passivly watch it go in and out in and out.

Thoughts will come and go. Dont try to block them out or think them through. Just return your focus on your breathe.

Eventually your mind will be empty and clear.

When you get really good at it you will always be in the moment and ready for anything. It's almost as if time slows down. or rather your mind is in a state of flow where time seems to dilate.

It's amazing and the best thing i've ever done for myself.

It makes you super relaxed and yet alert at the same time.

I don't even have the desire to use even recreational drugs anymore because i'm already in a heightened state.

It's improved my social skills, athletic performance, creativity and just life in general.

You spend your whole life inside your mind. Why not master it?

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healing said:

Poptart said:

It's very very simple. Just sit in a comforatable position. And just focus on your breathe. don't force your breathe just passivly watch it go in and out in and out.

Thoughts will come and go. Dont try to block them out or think them through. Just return your focus on your breathe.

Eventually your mind will be empty and clear.

When you get really good at it you will always be in the moment and ready for anything. It's almost as if time slows down. or rather your mind is in a state of flow where time seems to dilate.

It's amazing and the best thing i've ever done for myself.

It makes you super relaxed and yet alert at the same time.

I don't even have the desire to use even recreational drugs anymore because i'm already in a heightened state.

It's improved my social skills, athletic performance, creativity and just life in general.

You spend your whole life inside your mind. Why not master it?

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The mind can't be mastered by meditation. You are mastered by your mind. You are just a small fragment of the work that your mind does.

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