Anonymous #1 said: There was plenty of sickness, yes. Insanity, not so much, other than me going insane wishing the W/D would end sooner. I spent the majority of my time either shivering in bed or projectile vomiting/shitting on the toilet. I couldn't even get out of bed in the morning without extreme effort, it was painful as fuck. It felt like I had broken a collar bone or something when I would shift around. It was bad, but after reading of accounts of others on here going through W/D, I feel very fortunate.
The pods themselves were strong. I know source discussion isn't allowed, even in anon, but if you know of someone by the name of Sharon that used to sell on eBay, you know where my pods came from. Potency was never a problem. Though the last few months I was using, I wasn't getting high..I was just feeling "normal" after brewing up a cup. That's the exact reason I decided to throw in the towel. I wasn't getting anything in return for my trouble and I knew if I let it continue to go on, it would just get worse over time.
I don't know how much I was using per cup because I never weighed out my doses. I can't even begin to estimate weight but it was like filling up half a tea cup worth. Like I said my habit was relatively small compared to some. I brewed 1-2 times daily, sometimes I'd go a day in between without just so I could "feel" the dose the next morning when I brewed. Thanks for all the advice offered.
Ok, gotcha. You know, when I get bad on pods, I like to subsitute a cup of pods for a STRONG cup of coca tea. It's legal, but I can tell you from experience that the wanted chemical is in there. If you do order, always get the Novoandina caranavi coca mate. It's a good brand, and I have extraction experience with this.. yeah. What it does for me is give me a great lift, a great mood, plus when I'm comming off of it, I'll drink my cup of pods and actually feel it. Like burning through the stratosphere and landing in a cloud in the ocean, if that makes any sense.
Good luck man. I'm glad to hear you got straight, and that you only had to suffer for a year. If you do go back to it, just remember.. it's not a "bad" thing, or a "relapse". It's just a human learning and communing with nature. She can be very forceful and challenging at times though.
Fare thee Well.
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