I found out that my mother was raped by grandfather and was a direct cause of my mothers drunken/abusive behavior.
The one and only day i saw him...
I enjoyed beating him down, as my blood relatives stood in awe. None of them had the ballz to stand up to that man, who raped them all, all my mothers sisters AND brothers.
my uncle joe attempted suicide and ened up brain damneged beacuse of it.
I became the man of my family that day. I family i myself reject. As they are all weak.
If i was in your shoes, i'd learn to embrace the hatred, bring your father to the ground. withering in pain.
Consider your self the bad karma being returned to him.
And if he asks why, beat him untill he dies or understands why. show no mercy.
he raped a child. Did he show mercy to your sister? Why should you for him. what goes around comes around. 10x
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