I have a lot going for me, but I keep getting wrapped up in stupid crushes. I have way more important things to be occupying my time and this stupid guy is on my mind 24/7.
I don't even know why. He's kind of arrogant and I think he sells coke. Which is more of a fact then a negative personality trait. Everytime he comes around I get all fucking stupid, and that's not me. It drives me crazy, I need to get him out of my stupid head because this is not good for me. This isn't the first time I have had a stupid crush recently too.
A couple of months ago I was all about someone who I would consider a good friend and has a long-term girlfriend. He's not even really my kind of guy, but I think I have a thing for dudes that are bad for me...or I can't have.
It's like a game. That I am losing.
Bah! I am done.
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