I was friends with this girl and as much fun as she could be, she was without a doubt a professional at what she did. Unfortunately by the time I was sure (and I did have to be sure, fuck knows why) I had gone through several friends and girlfriends all of which she managed to manipulate, bring down and eventually drive away.
November of last year we met up again at a party of a mutual friend and I decided to let the past go and we started regularly getting together and hanging out and things we're great, I made a bunch of new friends and even started to have feelings for this girl who was a mutual friend of ours and I was glad to know that she too reciprocated these feelings and then about a month ago it happened again.
She didn't get her way and then she systematically broke me down and has managed to make sure my new friends won't bother with me again and worse yet has made sure that this new girl I really felt something with for the first time in a long time no longer wants much, if anything to do with me.
I'm just trying to have some semblance of a life and bring more meaning into it and these people are truly the only type of people I honestly believe don't deserve life.
There's much more to this story but for the sake of getting to the point I wanted to keep it short
I need advice here, similar stories, anything.
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