So I've been married for some years now. Sex with the ol' lady has declined over the ages. I guess to her, job, career and kid makes her a bit less energetic and ambitious to knock boots. I consider myself to be an average american male with a good healthy sex drive. But, this once or twice a month shit just ain't cuttin' it.
I'm supportive and self sacrificing, so when we discussed it, I just chalked it up to sex now being a casual occruence and nothing more.
I agree with many others in the idea that sex is an important part of a balanced breakfast, but, when life throws you opportunity to fulfill, the best thing to do is run with it.
Anyway. I realized this week that I'm not happy with the amount of sex and intimacy that I recieve. It's affecting me, which in turn affects my wife and our relationship. I'm not one to cheat, but the idea can be quite enticing sometimes. I would like to think that I would not jeapordize a good family situation to get my rocks off, but the desire to get laid creeps in at the most opportune times.
There's this gal at work that's been doing the dance to get my attention, I don't even look her direction because I don't need the temptation.
In the past, I used to do this technique to get the temptation out of my mind. I would visualize myself sniffing the crotch of my adultress. The idea of my face being all up in someone's privatized areas smelling of genitalia and anus would be an ultimate turn off....
However, now I find myself so desperate, this doesn't work anymore....
I also refrained from watching porn and whacking it to try to re-sensitize myself to the idea of working towards creating a mood to get sex. No luck. Though I still refrained for some time.... I gave in last night and whacked it while watching some free pron on the web and DAMN what a relief. I blasted a massive wad and it was so plentiful I was dripping and oozing and running all over the place. I even filled the air with the smell of fresh semen.
Today, I'm no better. My act of giving in has made my situation seem even worse....
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