Corporal Kielbasa said:

My view on these substances are like this.  They are tools, they arn't for entertainment.  They were given to use to use.  Everyone is wrapped up in the idea of fun or the lack of fun.  Fun takes away all meaning of things.  It makes us sit around laughing at things that arn't right......... I dunno there is a time and place for everything.  I just dont get how people run away from troubles and the like.... Its about dealing with them no matter how much they suck.

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i just got back from the music room... i practiced for a while on the drums, listening to white strips. they're pretty easy to imatate!
then my friend said we can go into one of the rooms (with a much better drum set and with all the amps and stuff) the bend in the other room were out for a smoke so we joined them
and then they passed a joint around (i've been feinding for some THC for a while now!!)
so when we went into the room i was feeling it and the drums just clicked... i was actualy able to play while my friend was on the guitar 

cannabis just makes me uber consentrated and it's SO easy to flow with the learning!
we were both amazed at how deacent i played (compared to the earlier banging and broken beats)

i wish i had a drum set so i could practice regularly... if i played tomorrow i might be able to take some of that back to sobriety