Hmm well first I want to spinoff your use of the term placebo.
My experience in middle school with Christianity involved a youth group called "youth alive". You could go to it during lunch in the school's multi-purpose facility to get some cheap pizza, pop, and prayer. It was subsequently 2P and 3P if I recall right. (not sure why it was two initially, maybe they only had pizza?).
Well there was this man who if not for being an ordained Christian preacher would have worked well as a cult leader. What he did was this. He broke you down. He would now and then remind of us how eternally horrible hell is, how most of the people there aren't murderers or thieves but simple liars.... how easy it is to be damned forever for your actions and how miserable it is and how it will never end.
He went on and on and on, each word stabbing your soul and making you feel tremendous guilt and doubt like a deer in the headlights. What can I do? How can I avoid this? I don't want to go to hell! I freaked out.... I was on the verge of tears....... then.......... Praise Jesus. We prayed. We prayed. I accepted Jesus into my heart and all the fear disappeared and I was transofmred with love and deliverance.
Now strip away Jesus, strip away his words and look at how this happens. Fear. Intense, irrational, hellacious permeating fear, you have a situation set up from which there is no escape, you are forced to identify completely with it, because your doctrine supports it and this man with authority speaks it with such passion.
You are THRUST, dragged... literally... into hell by being caught in his sermon. So normally praying to Jesus means little, you're like "meh that was nice, it was kind of relaxing" but now that your ETERNAL soul is on the line praying to Jesus induces extreme ecstacy.
That's how they hook you.
So....... I strayed away from Christianity but have not really shaken the fear of hell and may indeed believe in Jesus. I sure do see how the Bible might be about events that are happening right now, not that have passed, how it is an application in how to relate to this world.... Rome... America? They seem rather similar and cruel to peace.... they glorify death.... their colloseum emits radiation and is in every home.
Ah well.
See, this is the placebo. The placebo is the fear/salvation duality, it doesn't matter whether you throw Jesus into the equation or not. It's a very good way of brainwashing people and establishing cults or religions.
So........... you ask if I have seen people transformed through religion? Not really. I saw my grandmother cry while being baptised, but even at the young age of 8 or 9 I actually faked "religiosity" ..... you're supposed to literally ask Jesus into your heart? WTF? I didn't know that as a child. I just believed in him. Oh well now this girl is leading me in a prayer so I can be "saved".... I wasn't "saved" before? Why? What? Oh the prayer is over..... I act happy, I smile fakely becasue that's how it's supposed to be when you do something like that, but I didn't feel a discernable change.
From that age onward my Christian upbringing went from sincere normal peaceful living, you know, Jesus is neat... etc... not really caring or being concerned too much, just living a good life.... to being paranoid and scared that everything I was doing was wrong and no matter how much I believed in Jesus I might still go to hell because I just didn't feel saved anymore.
Fucked up.........
I have transformed quite a bit and becoming how I used to be as a child in more adult-like ways. Buddhism, yoga, tai chi, psychedelic drugs have given me the introspection necessary to stop rebelling against Christianity and authority (i am against authority but it's not for the sake of conformity and rebellion, it's because of the war on drugs and eradication of freedoms).....but no one religion has ever really given me transcendence.
I borrow from Buddhism mainly right now, if I were anything I would be Buddhist, but I do not consider myself a Buddhist.
I have really ............ had bad experiences... I haven't seen anyone be turned around by religion.... I have seen people who were blindly raised into it either become religious zealots that were rather intolerant..... or shy away and rebel and live lives of crime.......... or just stay on a moderate path calling themselves religious but not putting effort into practice.
My grandmother seems rather devoted..... my family seem in the middle.............
My friend has shyed away from a strict Islamic raising but still feels the guilt that he was programmed with.
The only REAL spirituality that I have born witness to in others is through my yoga teacher. She's going to be well on her way to becoming a Boddhisattva..... but I really only know the her that is a "yogi" not her as a normal person. Yoga has transformed her. Tai chi got my instructor out of a wheel chair.
It seems that daily spiritual practice is the key, and meditation of some kind, SEEKING and RECEIVING transcendental states is NECESSARY, without them you are a decayed festered underdeveloped shell ..... your religion is meaningless if it does not take you beyond the confines of traditional human perception and truely unite you with the divine.
Have I been united with the divine? not entirely. I was washed in the clear light while stoned but could only hold it for maybe one half a second and brought it back twice before losing hold of it altogether. I know that chi flow can lead to it. This gives me faith. Since then marijuana has destroyed my chi which makes me skeptical of whether psychedelics are really good for spirituality or not. Weed just gets it flowing but it will deplete it if you aren't careful. On the other hand if you have strong chi and only use it once in a blue moon I'm sure it could bring good results. I think eating weed is probably a good way to go and can't really see how it would drain your energy though, but it might shift it into a weird alignment.
I'm afraid I just don't know anyone who has been transformed through religion, but my sample size is quite small.
I also don't like my "oh i'm saved" / "oh i'm doomed" bipolar spirituality either. What I have come to realize is that you are always in tune with God if that is simply your desire. It starts subtle but increases towards transcendental with faith. You get up and try and live a good life, you help others. Good things happen, you subtly shift toward a more divine energy. It's all about moderation, the middle way......... compassion. Kindness. Patience. Not taking anything seriously. Acceptance. Peace.
If Moses and Mohammed and Buddha were all spiritual whose to say that we can't be like them too.... the religions are a guide... they are not supposed to be blindly followed. Buddha said to abandon his teachings once they take you where they need to go. The end result is you have to look in you for spirituality, because you speak a different spiritual language than the doctrines do, because you are a different person than Moses's followers were.......You have to blaze your own path and if you use religion to get there, great. But you can't take it as fundamental truth...... it is truth in a cup..... you drink it and its helpful, but it's the water that is pure truth, and all cups, no matter what they look like..... hold the same truth.
This metaphor is not my own though. But religions as cups is a great illustration.
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo!
....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (03/24/06 03:36 PM)
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