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Senor_Doobie
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Registered: 08/11/99
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news and other miscellaneous weirdness
#4173578 - 05/14/05 03:11 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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She's something you know? The kind of something you want to jusb be near as often as you can. She's involved in a relationship that seems longlasting and like it has a future. I can't step into that but I can love from afar. We usually eat lunch together when we can. I don't think eitehr of us woudld deny a leven of chemistry that is fun to innocently play with but its just not the right place and time and so it'll remain a spark accross a distance. I'm happy with it and really just glad to be her friend.
I work with her and I work with a lot of people and they are all really cool. You know how it is, people are all pretty interesting if you give them the chance to let you in. There's this guy Sean there, he's a really cool guy, unique personality. Goofy, outgoing, slightly ignorant, but kindhearted and genuine.
Its kind of strange how certain people remind you so much of other people you have known. You almost wonder if they share a soul accross a line in some unseen unknown network. What makes these kinds of things happen? Almost like angels guiding us through different difficult phases.
One guy talks a lot. I often wonder if everything he says is true but I got no reason to doubt him. Maybe I'm just a little hard on myself and as a result I'm hard on others too. Its not like anything he says is completely unbelievable.
I also work with this one chick who I think is religious. She just seems the type, squirrelish giggle, plastic smile, but she's weird too, so she's got charm. never talks about religion, though I know she does work for her church theater. She's cool and she laughs at my stupid jokes.
i really like this office. The job itself is not so fun but I'm still learning...hopefully it'll get easier.
I'm listening to Electro-Shock Blues right now. "Last Stop: This Time" GREAT song written to a dead person. Its great.
I wonder about ghosts, whether or not our passed on loved ones are up there somewhere watching us. i can feel their presence if I think about them...maybe that's all hat really matters...its real in that it is real to me...those feelings, you know how you get a certain feeling when someone special in your life is around? Its almost like a feeling your brain develops just for that person and when they are around you feel it. I can feel it even for those who have died. That feeling is stronger than any memory.
Well guys i think its bedtime
and I do love you
-------------------- "America: Fuck yeah!" -- Alexthegreat “Nothing can now be believed which is seen in a newspaper. Truth itself becomes suspicious by being put into that polluted vehicle. The real extent of this state of misinformation is known only to those who are in situations to confront facts within their knowledge with the lies of the day.” -- Thomas Jefferson The greatest sin of mankind is ignorance. The press takes [Trump] literally, but not seriously; his supporters take him seriously, but not literally. --Salena Zeto (9/23/16)
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CherryBom
Yoga Gypsy
Registered: 12/26/98
Posts: 11,177
Loc: Ontario
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Senor_Doobie]
#4174252 - 05/14/05 11:06 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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We love you too doobs. You're very observant.
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
Registered: 06/06/02
Posts: 19,058
Loc: Toronto Canada
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Senor_Doobie]
#4174305 - 05/14/05 11:20 AM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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She's something you know? The kind of something you want to jusb be near as often as you can.
i know the feeling man, it's the fact that me and her(this girl online) can't be together for geographical reasons that has launched me into a 3 week drinking binge I really wish i could stop obsessing about her, doesn't help though when i have a pic of her as my wallpaper and wake up to it everyday it might not even work out but i'd at least like the chance to try
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Senor_Doobie
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Registered: 08/11/99
Posts: 22,678
Loc: Trump Train
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: FreakQlibrium]
#4174444 - 05/14/05 12:10 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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Yeah physical distance can be a real bitch. Love can stretch a long way in this day and age and absence can make the heart grow fonder and that white illuminating strand between two souls can even become more intense when you don't see the person you love very often if at all. It hurts and heals at the same time, very strange business, never again.
But this isn't that at all. There's a longing sure, but its one that I am aware can not be anything more, and its easy...I'm content just being around her
-------------------- "America: Fuck yeah!" -- Alexthegreat “Nothing can now be believed which is seen in a newspaper. Truth itself becomes suspicious by being put into that polluted vehicle. The real extent of this state of misinformation is known only to those who are in situations to confront facts within their knowledge with the lies of the day.” -- Thomas Jefferson The greatest sin of mankind is ignorance. The press takes [Trump] literally, but not seriously; his supporters take him seriously, but not literally. --Salena Zeto (9/23/16)
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HELLA_TIGHT
Madge the Smoking Vag
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Posts: 84,387
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: FreakQlibrium]
#4174462 - 05/14/05 12:17 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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change the wallpaper?
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Retired
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
#4174471 - 05/14/05 12:19 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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I feel you senor and cool show last wednesday
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blink
eye of horus
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Senor_Doobie]
#4174489 - 05/14/05 12:24 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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have you met yourself yet?
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
Registered: 06/06/02
Posts: 19,058
Loc: Toronto Canada
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Senor_Doobie]
#4174495 - 05/14/05 12:25 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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You've reached a level of maturity that i probablly never will, making the optimum use of an untenable situation is K3Y Now if only i could learn to ignore this girl and treat her like crap and hence win her affections things could work out, but i can't do that to someone i love
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FreakQlibrium
Son of Uncle Meat
Registered: 06/06/02
Posts: 19,058
Loc: Toronto Canada
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: HELLA_TIGHT]
#4174506 - 05/14/05 12:28 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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HELLA_TIGHT said: change the wallpaper?
I hear you Hella. It's like i can't look away from the sadness in her eyes without wanting to try and alleviate her suffering after a lifetime of abuse, man i am going
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Senor_Doobie
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Registered: 08/11/99
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: blink]
#4174513 - 05/14/05 12:30 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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blinkidiot said: have you met yourself yet?
Short answer: Nope.
Long answer: Maybe...I don't know if I'd recognize me if I saw me. I don't really know how I am perceived from a perspective outside myself, so if I were perceiving myself from the outside, I don't think I'd realize it was me.
-------------------- "America: Fuck yeah!" -- Alexthegreat “Nothing can now be believed which is seen in a newspaper. Truth itself becomes suspicious by being put into that polluted vehicle. The real extent of this state of misinformation is known only to those who are in situations to confront facts within their knowledge with the lies of the day.” -- Thomas Jefferson The greatest sin of mankind is ignorance. The press takes [Trump] literally, but not seriously; his supporters take him seriously, but not literally. --Salena Zeto (9/23/16)
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Senor_Doobie
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Registered: 08/11/99
Posts: 22,678
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Retired]
#4174517 - 05/14/05 12:31 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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Tradenmar said: I feel you senor and cool show last wednesday
thanks man. Can't wait to do another one. I feel like I found a style that works
-------------------- "America: Fuck yeah!" -- Alexthegreat “Nothing can now be believed which is seen in a newspaper. Truth itself becomes suspicious by being put into that polluted vehicle. The real extent of this state of misinformation is known only to those who are in situations to confront facts within their knowledge with the lies of the day.” -- Thomas Jefferson The greatest sin of mankind is ignorance. The press takes [Trump] literally, but not seriously; his supporters take him seriously, but not literally. --Salena Zeto (9/23/16)
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Corporal Kielbasa
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Re: news and other miscellaneous weirdness [Re: Senor_Doobie]
#4174530 - 05/14/05 12:35 PM (18 years, 10 months ago) |
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Some times just a good realtionship a connection is good enough. I like your post. cherish all that you have and all that you know and love.
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