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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Churpee Choozle] * 3
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Doing late night cult work fucks with my sleep. Happened three times in a row, different weeks. No matter if it's pouring agar or doing transfers whatever, my nervous system gets excited and I lie awake for hours afterwards.
Might just be me being a noob, getting older or both.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Peleus] * 3
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:highfive:

old noob problems!


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: RealityGlitch] * 1
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RealityGlitch said:
Churpee Choozle said:
So, what will the next projects be?


I'm gonna rewatch/reread all the content I saved on agar and finally do it. I have all the supplies now but it just seems so intimidating. But I did a ton of stuff today that I've been procrastinating on, so I think I might finally be out of this funk I've been in and I gotta keep that streak going!


You've got this! Clean work requires some practice, but agar isn't as difficult as it's often perceived to be.

Sounds good! I always enjoy the feeling of undoing procrastination.


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Churpee Choozle] * 9
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Fam, thanks for the kind words and support. I appreciate them all. We are sitting down with my son tonight to go over some life changes and rule changes we have been working on for a couple of weeks. Some are non negotiable and it’s gonna cause him a lot of discomfort, but it is necessary for him to face reality and grow up a bit. These are needed for peace and mental stability in our house. We have a 14 year old daughter too, and we have to think of how all this affects her now and in the future as his bullshit affects her too. Parenting doesn’t come with a handbook, and decisions are tough. You can only hope that what you are doing is right.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Peleus] * 2
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Peleus said:
Doing late night cult work fucks with my sleep. Happened three times in a row, different weeks. No matter if it's pouring agar or doing transfers whatever, my nervous system gets excited and I lie awake for hours afterwards.
Might just be me being a noob, getting older or both.


I sleep better after cult work


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: arlo.arlo] * 3
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I confess. I lost sight of why I ended up here in the first place.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 1
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I confess. I lost sight of why I ended up here in the first place.


Whatchu talkin’ ‘bout, Willis? You know it’s for the free coffee and all the half donuts you can eat!

You alright, bro?

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 4
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I confess. I lost sight of why I ended up here in the first place.


For me, the first place is immaterial. It's more about why I'm still here. And I'm not sure. But it definitely isn't for the same reason I came.:shrug:


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gentle and kind

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Your ego is your nemesis.
Seek the truth tirelessly,
Even at the cost of your own sanity.
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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: LadysKnight] * 7
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Same. I found mushrooms for healing. Found shroomery for knowledge. Found camaraderie along the way. That’s pretty much it in a nutshell.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Gilmour Hendrix]
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I confess. I lost sight of why I ended up here in the first place.


It was your destiny. Hope all is ok my man. Life is hard sometimes. :hug:


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: AZ Starman2112] * 2
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i know.

each one of us is “god” and there is only one

that is all

peace to all, brothers


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Gilmour Hendrix] * 6
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Gilmour Hendrix said:
I confess. I lost sight of why I ended up here in the first place.


Come for the mushrooms, stay for the community. This place is so much more than I was expecting when I first showed up here after seeing someone's link to the HHG on that cesspool, Reddit.

Almost every post I read here makes me realize how amazing this community is and what an incredibly lucky turn I took to wind up here.

GH, you are fucking funny, whip smart, and one of my favorite posters. It doesn't matter why you are here. All that matters is that you stay and keep this place humming and laughing.


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Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: BeefExtreme] * 6
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Y'all,

I'm really hurting today. A very dear, old friend, dating back to when I was 19 years old, and I had a conversation about some really intimate and vulnerable stuff last night.  We got a lot of baggage out of the way and really cleared the decks. It was difficult for both of us but it was feeling like we were going to come through much better for it. Unfortunately at the end of the conversation I had a sudden realization that the person I was talking to, as upset and crying and hurting as they were, was also fucking hammered. Words began slurring more and more as the conversation continued. I've never known this person to have substance abuse issues and even if they did I pass absolutely no judgment. I want to empathize as much as I can.

But I confess, I'm also angry. I'm angry because I don't think I've ever knowingly had a deep conversation with this person when they were intoxicated. I feel like I went to this really deep, vulnerable place and the person with whom I went there wasn't even really there, fully present, with me.

I'm pissed off. I realize that this might not land favorably with everybody and I guess I'm reaching out for some empathy but also for a gut check.  I know that everyone has their own way of dealing with difficult issues, And we will move on from this but at the moment I feel kind of betrayed.


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-Noku
Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
"Shake it like you would a newborn baby" - BeefExtreme

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Nokumana]
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Nokumana said:
Unfortunately at the end of the conversation I had a sudden realization that the person I was talking to, as upset and crying and hurting as they were, was also fucking hammered.


It is likely the conversation would not have gone deep if he/she wasn't hammered.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Elixirel]
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Nokumana, I get it. I would be upset, too. There is no compromise. Those conversations must occur sober. Not all but specifically those. My opinion.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Gilmour Hendrix]
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Thanks GH, I agree. If I. Showing up for you, please have The courtesy and respect to do the same for me, yeah?


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-Noku
Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
"Shake it like you would a newborn baby" - BeefExtreme

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Nokumana]
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Yes. I agree.

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Nokumana] * 5
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if with a follow up you find it all still holds water...you're still in a good place, imho


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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Mackload] * 1
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That is fair. Thanks for this.


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-Noku
Eskawata kaya waikiki
HHG
"Shake it like you would a newborn baby" - BeefExtreme

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Re: The Cultivation Confessional Booth - The Unofficial Cultivation Off Topic Discussion. [Re: Mackload] * 1
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What matters I think is, is this person often drinking? Was there something about this situation that was extracurricular? Sounds like a phone conversation.  Let the dust settle before passing judgement.






I used the self ban for 3 days and it was good. Let me focus on other things and man, are other things looking up for ole Gill


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