My van gets 12 mpg, so I am spending 100 bucks on work alone every week....and only make like 250 a week part time. Got two dogs that cost a little but not a ton.....but really when you are only making 960 a month how are you not supposed to be broke? I don't pay for drugs. Haven't in a long time. Lately it's been car issues. I was living in a box truck, and the engine blew, had a mini van but the tranny blew, then got a sable and the whole exhaust was fucked....that all happened in 2 weeks. I just bought a pretty nice b250 van....fold out bed tv cb radio thingy.....it was running fine, then the power steering went out....that cost me 300 bucks....then the valve gaskets on the engine were leaking with also cost 200 bucks.
At this point I can't even get the last valve gasket on to finish it up and pay my mechanic the rest of the cash I owe him......then to boot the law just fucks me over and over and over.
I have beaten 2 court cases in 2015 over being wrongfully charged, and mistaken identity, and I have a 3rd one on monday coming up for something I should not have been charged with and will win, but all of those cost me around 700 in bail.
The place I live the cops just circle my house and follow me everywhere.....and as soon as I get shit ready to go I snag another beef with the state.
I wish I was blowing my money on drugs right now. Drugs sound pretty fucking amazing/
Now how did I get to this point? Bad decisions.....investing in that box truck ( 3k total ) and then it blew up. And at the time I was drinking a lot. I can't afford booze right now, and avoid it at all costs. Then moved in with a friend that said he was going to help me, and let me get back on my feet, and dude turned out to be irish mob, and pulled a prison move on me....after 3 months I owed this dude like a g.
It has been one thing after another.....and I'm literally worried about leaving now. So many people have been like....heeeyy GREAT opportunity for ya here.....and it's always been a scam....every fucking time.
Right now I have a 58 year old woman BEGGING me to move in with her.....like all day every day. She does have a jacuzzi and a massage chair...but she lives in one of the shittiest cop counties in ohio right next door to a k9 cop. And shes 10 years older then my mom.
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