I've been smoking large amounts of pot for the last year. I've since cut back, but I smoke damn near everyday. The thing is I just don't get high anymore. I might get a small buzz, but I'm not stoned at all. I can skip a few days and it still doesn't make a difference. I mean, I can get high only if I smoke a retarded amount of weed in one sitting, but I don't want to do that. I just enjoy smoking a bowl here and there.
I have no desire to go on a long break, just to lower my tolerance, cause I'll be in the same boat in no time at all. Plus I get pissy the first few days of sobriety. I enjoy smoking too much, even though it doesn't get me faded. I'm not sure what to do? I feel like it's a waste. Not so much a waste of money. I pretty much smoke for free. I'm just starting to get to the point where, I ask myself what's the point?
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