I have felt much the same as you before, I have a strong sense of empathy and often find myself wondering what it must feel like to be a petite lil' chick getting dominated by a big cock.
I tried exploring my own bicuriosity but found out really quick that it's not for me, I just don't feel anything but awkwardness towards other men. Then I tried role reversal with a sexy domme and enjoyed it quite a bit. I didn't get pegged or anything but definitely felt like I was experiencing the other side and was horny enough for it to be quite fun.
Bisexuality is definitely a real thing though, I know people who are physically and emotionally attracted to both sexes and have been since childhood. I never felt this way and it doesn't sound like you do either, but that's no reason not to explore things and see what works for you.
TL;DR - Start with a dominant woman first, be the sub/bottom and see if you like it (you will). Lots of dominant women love watching male-male contact too, so if you like it a lot and still want to experience cock, she could probably help with that and make it hotter and less awkward than meeting some dude off CL.
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