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what do u do...
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when u no longer want to live ? i have forgotten what it feels like to be happy. i dont believe in such an emotion anymore.

i will probably regret posting this, but it doesnt matter. nothing does. i think im just going to fade away again.

i dont have anything to offer anyone here except my pain & sorrow. my posts will just drag u down

hopefully i wont even wake up tomarow


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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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I honestly smile when I read a lot of your posts. 

This might sound really weird, but I can 100% feel the real you behind your typing.  I can sense your happiness, though it's hidden behind a curtain of addiction. 

Don't forget who you are.  Your mom hasn't forgotten and never will.


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Check out my generic dating app I made :rockon: :mushroom2:    I make some music

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty] * 5
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You should try playing in traffic.


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Child of the 60's, Tripping ever since.


:sun:

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Re: what do u do... [Re: KaptKid] * 7
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KaptKid said:
You should try playing in traffic.


:lol:

I wonder if shroomery will fall for ellen v2.0


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Sit up and meditate, there's no time to contemplate.
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I have an international Hitech Psytrance project with a friend: BioChronic
I make various form of Psytrance as a solo Project Dendriform

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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don't be like that, kitty.


you're gonna make us sad, kitty.


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EVERYTHING EVENTUALLY BECOMES A DESERT


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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty] * 2
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Look out of any window
any morning, any evening, any day
Maybe the sun is shining
birds are winging or
rain is falling from a heavy sky -
What do you want me to do,
to do for you to see you through?
this is all a dream we dreamed
one afternoon long ago
Walk out of any doorway
feel your way, feel your way
like the day before
Maybe you'll find direction
around some corner
where it's been waiting to meet you -
What do you want me to do,
to watch for you while you're sleeping?
Well please don't be surprised
when you find me dreaming too


Look into any eyes
you find by you, you can see
clear through to another day
I know it's been seen before
through other eyes on other days
while going home --
What do you want me to do,
to do for you to see you through?
It's all a dream we dreamed
one afternoon long ago


Walk into splintered sunlight
Inch your way through dead dreams
to another land
Maybe you're tired and broken
Your tongue is twisted
with words half spoken
and thoughts unclear
What do you want me to do
to do for you to see you through
A a box of rain will ease the pain
and love will see you through


Just a box of rain -
wind and water -
Believe it if you need it,
if you don't just pass it on
Sun and shower -
Wind and rain -
in and out the window
like a moth before a flame


It's just a box of rain
I don't know who put it there
Believe it if you need it
or leave it if you dare
But it's just a box of rain
or a ribbon for your hair
Such a long long time to be gone
and a short time to be there


Besides from posting lyrics to Box of Rain, I really got nothing to add.  Depression can be a bitch.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Salomon]
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Here little lady stop sobbing and pick yourself up. Whenever I feel suicidal I just drink some warm water, exercise a bit and listen to deep music whether it be funk or rock or whatever but in all respect you must make the decision about whether or not you want to be happy. The best thing is to start slow and gradually do things that make you happy. Unfortunately people rush everything and this does not help their mental state.  Relax and look around you, value life and use the resources like friends and family to help you along the road....good luck


Don't kill yourself because at the last second you'll regret it.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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ellenallien said:
when u no longer want to live ?


Take a deep breath and try again.  Laugh even though the only type of laugh I can get is sick and depraved.  Listen to music, watch movies, get way too high.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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Apparently you make posts about it on the Shroomery :shrug:


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No statements made in any post or message by myself should be construed to mean that I am now, or have ever been, participating in or considering participation in any activities in violation of any local, state, federal, or fashion police laws. All posts are works of fiction.

For well you know that its a fool who plays it cool
By making his world a little colder.

Under closer inspection I realised it was a funky ball of tits from outer space.


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Re: what do u do... [Re: Salomon]
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DuNeRaVeR said:
KaptKid said:
You should try playing in traffic.


:lol:

I wonder if shroomery will fall for ellen v2.0


I hope not.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: circularvortex]
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ellen arent you a famous shroomery troll?  I remember something about that....





....this thread seems trolly

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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ellenallien said:
when u no longer want to live ? i have forgotten what it feels like to be happy. i dont believe in such an emotion anymore.

i will probably regret posting this, but it doesnt matter. nothing does. i think im just going to fade away again.

i dont have anything to offer anyone here except my pain & sorrow. my posts will just drag u down

hopefully i wont even wake up tomarow


lol . ur getting clean from dope, use crack and u feel like u wanna die?:cryaboutit:


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Pain is temporary. It may last for a minute or an hour or a day or even a year but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it will last forever.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: memes]
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Trolling makes you famous? shit son.


:trollhide:


I'm a troll now too! :africaface:

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Re: what do u do... [Re: circularvortex]
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pretty soon your depression will pass, and you will then realize why you live.


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No sympathy for the devil, keep that in mind.
[url=
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Are you lost?

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Re: what do u do... [Re: daz01] * 1
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what have i done when i wanted to die? i kept on goin because i kenw things would get better


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"Ur cat died because he hated u" - Koods
"I hope JSB kicks your ass one day." - Vandago
"you are the biggest 'internet guy' I have ever come across"- Jokeshopbeard
"The more I see you post the more I realize you're just this fuckin tie dye loser who trolls the Shroomery 24/7." - Herbologist
"Sheekle you cannot vile the dice of bullshit you have posted on this forum over the years, I like databases" - thelastoneleft
"or maybe i just come from a blood line of superior intelligence" - trees

R.I.P Kelsy, ?/?/?? - 6/11/16

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Re: what do u do... [Re: jffdjt23231256]
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Jordooee said:
I'm a troll now too! :africaface:


You have a lot to learn, my son.  :strokebeard2:

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Re: what do u do... [Re: daz01] * 2
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Y'all should take the RP seriously. I can't believe how posts like these are laughed at here. Does nobody remember WakeboarderB among others? Show some fucking compassion.

Feel better Ellen.


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Fiddlesticks.


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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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You took a good shower today, maybe you need another one. Taking a shower when you are clean makes everyone happy.

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Re: what do u do... [Re: Legend]
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im not a troll, im not fake account. so if thats what you think.. fuck you :finger:

im tired of that shit. i'll PM you my address, come see me on my block. you little internet haters wouldnt last a phila minute


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Re: what do u do... [Re: Mello Kitty]
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ellenallien said:
when u no longer want to live ? i have forgotten what it feels like to be happy.



we should totally have sex first then you'll either be so happy
you'll want to live forever or I'll be the subject of a manhunt
because the circumstances seemed suspicious


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California Has Legalized Child Prostitution

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