I ended up sleeping with my best friend of ten years this weekend. We've always been very open about everything including sex, i've known what every guy she has ever been with has done right and wrong and we've been undressing in front of each other for years and Yet until this weekend it never dawned on me "Holy fuck she beautiful". See i had caught a Greyhound and gone to visit her for the first time in a long time we went to the bar got drunk and where sitting on the couch watching 40days of night when next thing i know she's kissing me, then on her knees sucking me off, so on and so forth. We spent the whole weekend hanging out and having sex. It was amazing. Though Not once did we talk about what had happened where that came from or where it was going it was just like it had always been happening between us. When it finally can time for me to catch a buss home she drove me to the station gave me a movie class good bye kiss and told me thanks for a great weekend. That was that. Now i'm lost. I don't know if were just friends who had a fling. Fuck buddies. Lover's What. I don't care ether way it would just be nice to know. I've always loved her, she's like my kid sister, we've been together for everything hell we were the best men at each other weeding's. So i could easily see more coming from it but would also be happy with it never happening again and us staying friends. She's Kinda acting kinda like it was a "fling" but in all the years i've known her she has never been the one for fling's! Specially not when it involved cheating on her husband! Who will be home in three week's. I'm kinda hoping she did it to piss him off. I've looking for a reason to shoot him for two years now. HE treats her like shit the prick is this southern good ole boy wanna be redneck bitch that thinks he aint being a good husband if he aint beating his wife or treating her like shit. I'm pretty sick of listen to her cry because of him and would love if she did this to get at him but i don't know! and i know i should feel bad sleeping with another mans wife but i honestly don't i'm on cloud nine feel 0 guilty and actually feel better then i have in years!
Edited by Anonymous (11/18/09 01:40 AM)
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