i have a best friend that i consider just a best friend and we have a very open best friendship that isn't awkward. we're always wrestling and cuddling and hugging and holding each other and even sometimes kissing each other on the mouth, even though she has a boyfriend. a lot of people see this type of relationship as very abnormal for just-friends bestfriends, but we're alright with it.
well whenever shes horny, she'll just start off by hugging me more or cuddling with me more. then she'll start grabbing my crotch and asking to see my dick. she becomes more lenient towards my groping her and she'll even make tons of sexual innuendos that make references to me fucking her (or vice versa). last week when we were cuddling in her bed, she told me that her pubes just started growing back and asked if i wanted to check 'em out, and so i did. after checking it out casually, i moved my hand a little further down and for a split second i felt her vagina (which felt moist i think?) before she laughed and yanked my hand out. damn. nonetheless, nothing of this entire situation seemed to bother her. i should probably also mention that around 3 weeks ago, we were laying down in my bed with our other best friend (who is also female) and i somehow ended up fondling with and sucking on one of her nipples. our other best friend didn't really care. we do weird things around her, sure, but this was definitely a first.
so a few days ago we were texting each other and somehow got on the topic of sex and i asked if we could ever do it. she said that she probably wouldn't because i'm "her best friend" and shes "not into that." what the fuck kind of mentality is that? have i not been getting the opposite message this entire time? all of this toying around and in reality, i have no shot? what?
these actions totally contradict this statement. do you think so too?
why do you think she would say that/do these things then? do you think she honestly doesn't want to have sex with me? or do you think perhaps she has more confidence now that she is really happy with a new boyfriend? maybe she just wasn't horny when i asked her? or is this maybe one of them girl myths that they say one thing and actually mean the opposite?
i am very confused; this situation is weird. this is like growing pot but deciding not to smoke it or sell it because it's "illegal" and you're "not into that."
enlighten me peoples.
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