i'm just comfortable around guys, idunno i guess there's always an element of uncomfort around girls. i'm in my final yr of high school and iv been in an all-boys school since yr 5.
i'm pretty sure i'm straight, i mean, i've touched my arsehole before a couple of times when iv wanked coz it feels good, but it's a fkn forest down there and guys don't turn me on, in fact, i'm pretty perverted, i'm always spotting nice legs or a cute ass or a nice rack of tits i just want to shove my face into, and i reckon if i put some effort into it, i could fuck the gym teacher at school, she's young and flirts with me while/after i work out and i catch her checking out my body when iv taken a dip in the pool.
so yeh, women give me a hard on, i'm not gay, so i don't hang around guys coz i want to hit on them. i dont mind a bit of rough n tumble, i play AFL, get rowdy in the school corridors, and fucking love a bump and a testosterone fuelled wrestle/playfight.
iv got some good mates, and there are some with whom i feel i can converse about sensitive/deep issues. i guess other guys go to girls to talk about that stuff.
idunno, maybe its just coz i havent gotten a chance to establish any decent relationships with the opposite sex due to my single-sex schooling.
oh yeh, i'm almost 19 and haven't had a girlfriend yet. sometimes i need a girl to embrace, to love, to be with so much it physically hurts. i've got a lot of love to give, and i mean a lot, the mates i have deep conversations with would think of me as the most passionate, emotional and sensitive guy, and girls are meant to dig that, right?
i also do community service once a week, tutoring refugee children on a friday night.
i always spot chicks checking me out and giving me the odd eye aswell, but i guess i don't really know how to respond, so i usually just look away.
oh yeh, and people have told me i'm a handsome guy.
i just don't have consolidated relationships with girls, and my lack of love is eating me up inside, it really is.
I believe in fate,and that the right girl for me will come along if i continue along a path which is true to myself, i hope this in itself is true.
I fucking hate fake people, and fallacy in society, i don't believe in putting on an act for people in order to fit in, and through this belief i hope to meet the girl who is like-minded and symphonic with who i am.
maybe the fact that i don't believe in the falseties of superficiality is stopping me from establishing the initial step of a relationship from which i can build upon.
advice?
experience?
opinions?
anecdotes?
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me and i will give u book name.
well anyway props to you because you must be the happiest man in the world to have a real woman you love.
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