I haven't really done anything major to set her off or anything except a couple days ago when I had enough of her childish and selfish act and told her that I wish she'd start acting her age, considering she is 2 years older than me.
I was initially attracted to her because I thought she was mature and independent. We've been dating for a year and a half and I'm starting to see how wrong I was.
Apparently, at 3am this morning she got up and drove to the airport to fly home and cry to mommy for the weekend. $400 pat on the bottom 850 miles away. Cushy. She didn't even say bye, like she owed me some disrespect or something. Apparently can't deal with the fact that I wish she'd make regular attempts to improve things like her mind and body with a goal of bettering ones-self and subsequently our relationship.
She's all into me because I am not a stagnant person, because I'm always growing she says. Well fuck, do some of the same if you find it so fucking admirable. I feel like I'm about to move on but I wish I didn't, because there was a time when I really did love her. Me love her long time.
Good news is she's gone for the weekend, so if I take our pictures down and hide her shit I can probably see another girl for a couple days. I wouldn't exactly call it cheating.. just a break. Being with the same girl for almost 2 years, even with great sex and lots of other fun, warrants some outside play. Especially for me considering I couldn't hold a relationship for more than 2 months before her because peoples' character traits are often so easy to observe in detail and get tired of.
Everything is indirectly about her. She'll do things without any regard to me when I usually try to not regularly and overly inconvenience people including her. I do many things for her and she's always able to point out and focus on that one thing that's missing.
Oh, but then she "loves me so much and is so lucky to have found somebody so understanding, caring, mature." At least that makes one of us. If it weren't for me she'd most likely still be living in the fucking dead-end closed-minded small shit town we grew up in, with her parents who nurture the fuck out of her.
I want our relationship to work out and I know she does to, but I'm the only one actually willing to make any sort of progress. Fuck.
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