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Anonymous #1
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Fuck life
#8813020 - 08/22/08 08:47 PM (15 years, 7 months ago) |
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My birthday is tomorrow and every year for the past 5 years has been shit so fuck it Im sick of life and the world I feel like eating these 20 vicodins and chugging down this bottle of everclear. Im not depressed or sad just bored I guess you could say and dont feel like going on with this monotonous everyday get up go to work come home go to sleep just to start it over again bullshit. Fuck living alone and not having anybody to talk to or hang out with and fuck trying to make new friends its to late for that I'm to old for that shit. Fuck living the straight edge life not selling drugs when I had every opportunity to make lots of money like all the losers I went to school with who all now have nice houses and cars while I worked my ass off the legitimate way for all those years and what do I have to show for it??? Not a fucking thing a shithole apartment and up to my fucking neck in debt. FUCK LIFE
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Anonymous #2
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Anonymous #3
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all things n your life are the way you chose for them to be
while i feel the same general way you do about life (not the cars or the house), i recognize that there is no one/thing to to blame but myself
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Anonymous #4
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Start slanging dumb shit. You may make some actual friends.
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Anonymous #5
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Man...
Your life will treat you like you treat it, so be gentle. Just be easy on yourself tonight, don't get wrapped up in hating shit, it only makes things worse. Tomorrow, before you start this whole I hate life tirade again, make a list of things in your life that are currently bothering you. Everything, big and small.
Identify the ones you can't to anything about. Have the balls to accept them. Everyone gets a bag of hammers in life and those are the ones you got. Fine. Decide not to waste a moment of your life getting pissed off at those things, wishing it wasn't like that. That's something a child would do, time to grow out of it. Then cross those items off the list.
Then look at the things you can do something about. Pick a few and write down a some actions you can take, today, to make those situations better. Stand up and go do one. Immediately. Pick small ones at first, then when you have some momentum, tackle a medium or big one. Keep moving, don't get stuck wishing you didn't have any problems, or blaming people for creating these problems for you. Wishing and hating are deathtraps. When you start to get pissed off, act. Do something to make your situation better.
Keep going back to the list. Attack the corners, and your problems will shrink. Respect yourself enough to keep making things better, the 'fuck life' state of mind is the lowest form of existence; you owe yourself more than that. But nobody else owes you a damn thing. Understand this and you'll be fine.
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Anonymous #6
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Quote:
Anonymous #1 said: My birthday is tomorrow and every year for the past 5 years has been shit so fuck it Im sick of life and the world I feel like eating these 20 vicodins and chugging down this bottle of everclear. Im not depressed or sad just bored I guess you could say and dont feel like going on with this monotonous everyday get up go to work come home go to sleep just to start it over again bullshit. Fuck living alone and not having anybody to talk to or hang out with and fuck trying to make new friends its to late for that I'm to old for that shit. Fuck living the straight edge life not selling drugs when I had every opportunity to make lots of money like all the losers I went to school with who all now have nice houses and cars while I worked my ass off the legitimate way for all those years and what do I have to show for it??? Not a fucking thing a shithole apartment and up to my fucking neck in debt. FUCK LIFE
Fucking crybaby.
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Anonymous #6
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*edit fucking crybaby bitch
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Anonymous #7
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Wait for 2012, at least.
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Anonymous #8
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Sounds like its time to make some changes. try to envision a life that would make you happy. Don't just think of material goods, but career, the kind of friends you would like, the lifestyle you would like, etc. Then figure out what you can do to start working toward those ideals. Stay positive, there's a lot you can do. Be an active participant in your life. If you have no energy, adjust your diet and sleep. I believe most people don't get enough protein, and that can sap your energy. Look into supplements. And if you're really feeling seriously down, please see a doctor.
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Anonymous #9
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Fuck all this hippy shit.
If i wasn't Filled with Hatred towards life,i'd had already offed myself a few times.
What emotion gets get the fucking job done?
What emotion to people use to rally the people for immediate action?
use your hatred for life to get back at life. Hate life so god damned much that you wont go down without the fucking fight. Works for me. I'm so fucking stubborn,and hate life so much, I'm not about to let it beat me down. I use that most powerful emotion to get a fucking move on in life. Get that new job,get that fucking nice car,and get that fucking nice house, just to spite life.
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Anonymous #2
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Quote:
Anonymous #9 said: Fuck all this hippy shit.
If i wasn't Filled with Hatred towards life,i'd had already offed myself a few times.
What emotion gets get the fucking job done?
What emotion to people use to rally the people for immediate action?
use your hatred for life to get back at life. Hate life so god damned much that you wont go down without the fucking fight. Works for me. I'm so fucking stubborn,and hate life so much, I'm not about to let it beat me down. I use that most powerful emotion to get a fucking move on in life. Get that new job,get that fucking nice car,and get that fucking nice house, just to spite life.
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Anonymous #7
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read Fight Club
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Anonymous #5
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Quote:
Anonymous #9 said: Fuck all this hippy shit.
If i wasn't Filled with Hatred towards life,i'd had already offed myself a few times.
What emotion gets get the fucking job done?
What emotion to people use to rally the people for immediate action?
use your hatred for life to get back at life. Hate life so god damned much that you wont go down without the fucking fight. Works for me. I'm so fucking stubborn,and hate life so much, I'm not about to let it beat me down. I use that most powerful emotion to get a fucking move on in life. Get that new job,get that fucking nice car,and get that fucking nice house, just to spite life.
Hey OP, if you're tempted to take on this ^^ strategy, do us a favor and off yourself instead. There's a reason the life is so easy to hate, and it's miserable people like this. Hopefully you can do better.
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Anonymous #10
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Hey OP thanks for the update.
Your post makes me feel way better about myself. I'm so glad I'm not a worthless loser like you.
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Anonymous #11
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Anonymous #1 said: My birthday is tomorrow and every year for the past 5 years has been shit so fuck it Im sick of life and the world I feel like eating these 20 vicodins and chugging down this bottle of everclear. Im not depressed or sad just bored I guess you could say and dont feel like going on with this monotonous everyday get up go to work come home go to sleep just to start it over again bullshit. Fuck living alone and not having anybody to talk to or hang out with and fuck trying to make new friends its to late for that I'm to old for that shit. Fuck living the straight edge life not selling drugs when I had every opportunity to make lots of money like all the losers I went to school with who all now have nice houses and cars while I worked my ass off the legitimate way for all those years and what do I have to show for it??? Not a fucking thing a shithole apartment and up to my fucking neck in debt. FUCK LIFE
You want to kill yourself... Because you're bored?
Wouldn't it be easier and less stupid/emo to pick up a fucking hobby?
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Anonymous #4
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Anonymous #10 said: Hey OP thanks for the update.
Your post makes me feel way better about myself. I'm so glad I'm not a worthless loser like you.
You made yourself lower then him for saying that.
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Anonymous #12
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this will help. seriously.
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Anonymous #13
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Quote:
Anonymous #1 said: My birthday is tomorrow and every year for the past 5 years has been shit so fuck it Im sick of life and the world I feel like eating these 20 vicodins and chugging down this bottle of everclear. Im not depressed or sad just bored I guess you could say and dont feel like going on with this monotonous everyday get up go to work come home go to sleep just to start it over again bullshit. Fuck living alone and not having anybody to talk to or hang out with and fuck trying to make new friends its to late for that I'm to old for that shit. Fuck living the straight edge life not selling drugs when I had every opportunity to make lots of money like all the losers I went to school with who all now have nice houses and cars while I worked my ass off the legitimate way for all those years and what do I have to show for it??? Not a fucking thing a shithole apartment and up to my fucking neck in debt. FUCK LIFE
Lift your head up high and blow your brains out.
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Anonymous #14
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Cowboy up and take one for the team. Eat a disco biscuit. Turn that frown upside down. Bite the bear in the ass.
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Anonymous #6
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Edited by Anonymous (02/07/12 07:38 PM)
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