I'm In my late 20's. I still hate the mother fucker. They always told me, we'd have a better relationship with age,but I still hate him with a fury like non other.
He wasn't physically abusive, he wasn't directly derogatory. What he was, what the biggest yuppie douche in the world. I only lived with him for 6 years in my late teens. Those were some critical years of my life, I had a wild few years,and settled down early. I stopped doing drugs( he barely knew anyways). I had been doing any and all drugs I could find since the age of 10 living with my mother. I went to school everyday, Went to college. Generally was a very grown up,well mannered kid by 18. My wild days were over and I was ready to focus in life.
My father on the other hand. Is a master manipulator. A master of fucking people over,and he seems to be the most skilled at fucking over his own family. yet...only his children and ex-wife(my mother), not any other relatives. We were different. We grew up 99% without him. We grew up with mother working 90% of the time like most divorced familys, we kinda raised ourselves, pretty typical I guess. We stay poor,happy,unique. ( did i mention happy?)
Father goes on to make lots of money,buys into the Upper middle class livestyle. Beemers and tennis are what he lives for. He moves to another state,and my drug,and violent past was catching up with me, i needed out. That aside, my mother needed a break from me,and i wanted her to save money and stress by having me live with my dad. (I later found out this was probably the worst decision I've ever made,and I'm so sorry to my mother every day.) I Move in with the father. He can't
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