Anonymous said:
Anonymous said:
I already know I will kill myself, I just haven't planned when and how. It probably won't be anytime soon, but I really admire Hunter S. Thompson's logic of total control of your death just as you had control of your life. I can't really see myself living too long, and it seems every day I grow more depressed and miserable than the day before.
I've basically ruined every relationship I've ever had because I'm an insecure tool. I'm a self-destructive person who wont allow myself to become too close to anyone out of fear of rejection. I'm hard on people, especially those closest to me. Basically I'm just an asshole and the world will probably wont be any better with me out of it - but it certainly couldn't be any worse.
You must have some whitetrash dipshit trying to pull strings in your life
I'm not really sure what you mean, but I think you're talking about a shrink? If thats what you mean, then no I don't have one. I'm not any meds, nor have I ever been. As fucked up as I feel most of the time, something tells me meds might make it worse - plus the last thing i need is to become some prozac junkie. On the other hand, maybe it would help to even out my wild mood swings, or as I like to call it "from suicidal to social."
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