I'm 21 and for the vast majority of my life I have run solo. I lost my V card when I was 16. It was a pretty weak experience. I could barely get it up, due to not being much attracted to her. I fucked her a second time, and it was equally as weak. I didn't know what the fuck I was doing. We're still friends actualy. Nothing more though. The last thing on our minds was to start a relationship. Haha forget it.
I have 10 different fucks under my belt. Only 2 of them were girlfriends. Both were a little older than me. And neither one of them lasted for more than 2 months.
The first one... well I had met her maybe 3 months prior to hooking up. Around this time last year it was over. We had some good times and hooked up. We began the relationship, with all the sexual perks. It ended as quickly (if not faster) as it began. I ended it because of lack of a connection. I felt like I was only with her because I wanted to be with somebody, but in the end my sexual attraction for her wore off, not to mention the complete lack in commonalities. Broke her heart. I was certain of this when I got a random text from her last Easter saying "have a miserable easter". I just felt so bad, like I had completely dug myself a hole in a coupe months, and I wanted out but I didnt know how. I just fuckin wrote her an email saying sorry but its over.
The summer of '07 I landed myself another relationship. At first it was great. She was horny and fuckin beautiful, had a car, liked to do drugs and introduced me to a bunch of interesting people. All of whom were atleast a decade older than me. It started off good man. We were happy and I was falling for her hard, and she was too. It was a great feeling seeing my picture on her cellphone background that I was not meant to see. She was so emberassed. But I loved it and I thought to myself.. finally, a girl that I am falling in love with.. this one might be the one for the 1 year plateau or whatever. Not to mention she was much more experience than me. That was cool. Well, it didnt work out. She became a super bitch and I almost became super whipped... but I knew I couldn't become the weak little pup so the relationship was mostly games. I didn't do and say what she wanted me to. I became a total prick. We were constantly clashing and I did everything in my power to let her know that she wasnt in charge. Although she put me in my place many times. She broke up with me, then she wanted me back. I fucked her in a bush as a goodbye and it was over. Thanks but no thanks. She wasnt a nice person and she certainly didn't care about my interests.
SO my relationship experience is quite limited. It sucks because most of my friends have been in long relationships, and I'm the only one that still hasn't made it past like 2 fuckin months. Even my one super shy bum friend has been in a relationship for 6 months now and is in love. I'm almost envious of all these guys. It's not like I'm jealous of any one of these guys in particular because none of their girls are my type. It sucks not being able to get into convos about your girl. I mean, 2 months doesnt fuckin count.
This sucks man, I've come close to landing myself in another relationship recently but I just haven't been able to seal the deal. Fuck.. I want a girl! I guarantee though, before mid summer I will have myself a boo.
So, how you doin bud?
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