Back in the day, I used to smoke in the morning, at lunch, after work, whenever, every day...lots of bud, big joints, big blunts, bong hits, etc. I always smoked because it made me happy, and bubbly and kind of relaxed... I quit for career reasons and then moved, didn't make any pot head friends in my new town until recently...
I was going to eat some caps the other night and I thought I would buy some bud to augment the trip...
I never got around to using it though..
So, the other night, I slipped a bit o weed into my ol sneaky toke and took a couple of hits....
Minutes later, I felt like a caged animal. My heart was racing, I couldn't think straight, I couldn't relaxy, I was super tense, The walls were flowing and breathing and I had horrible anxiety and paranoia...
I thought that it was just because I had not smoked in so long. I tried again a few nights later, and the same thing happened....
I'm not even talking about a decent amount. Just one hit...
WTF happened? Shrooms are more relaxing than this stuff.
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