spending christmas with the family as usual. however this visit is diffrent, my older cousin and i stayed up late on christmas eve doing coke. we had really good talks and all that. he told me he hasnt had sex in 3 years and all this how he tierd of games wemon play and any time a girl dose want to fuck him he says no he dosnt want it...
anyways i suggest we hang out in his room cause its pretty late at this point and evryone else is sleeping, so i didnt want our voices to wake anyone up.
so we started talking somemore about intamte things... and he kept saying ,"i cant belive that the only girl in 3 years in my bed is my cousin" and all that.. and i was looking at him kinda funny... i also toled him id never orgasamd and he was so shocked. he kept having this struggling look on his face, and rubbing his head. then he toled me i had a nice ass. then he called himself a pervert. and i just kinda chuckled.. he kept going on with this struggling look on his face.. and muttering things like how he couldnt belive id never had a orgasam.. and how he wanted to touch me...he toled me hed wanted to fuck me for years.. and how hes had his eye on me..
i let him touch me... we never had sex.. but he played with my pussy.. and honestly it was so good. i know it seems so wrong and sick but it was so good. i wanted him to do more but he wouldnt..
i feel all fucked up about this, and i respect his desion for saying NO MORE.. i also have a boyfriend...
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