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Anonymous #1
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I'm never happy
#7392808 - 09/10/07 05:15 PM (16 years, 4 months ago) |
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It doesn't matter what is going on in my life. It doesn't matter if I'm out and about or if I'm being a hermit in my house. No matter what I do I feel totally unsatisfied, cynical, and pessimistic. I seriously just do not like life nor have I since I was a young child.
Fuck the world. I hope I die soon.
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Anonymous #2
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That's a shame.
Life is pretty chill.
You're missing out.
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Anonymous #3
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I'm like that too, no matter how bad or good my current situation is I kind of just adjust to my baseline level of pessimism and dissatisfaction. I think that's why I smoke so much weed. Even stoned I wouldn't say I'm "happy" but at least I'm reasonably content. Thank FSM for mary jane.
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Anonymous #4
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Quote:
Anonymous said: I'm like that too, no matter how bad or good my current situation is I kind of just adjust to my baseline level of pessimism and dissatisfaction. I think that's why I smoke so much weed. Even stoned I wouldn't say I'm "happy" but at least I'm reasonably content. Thank FSM for mary jane.
Il have to agree 
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Anonymous #5
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You just need to read through the chapter to get to the next one.
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Anonymous #6
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deppresion is fucking my life up again its been years since it was suicidal bad, but these days... i don't know. It seems like the hole has been getting deeper for years. Its embarresing to talk about. To admit to yourself, the people you love, and respect that your failing at life.
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Anonymous #7
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you should start drinking Omega 3 fats (fish oils) + multi vits
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Anonymous #1
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I eat like a champ. I have fish oil, fruits, vegetables, and grains every day. I don't eat bad food anymore (I haven't had a soda in near ten years). I'm still fucking miserable.
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Anonymous #8
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you should cut your own nipples off and glue them to your eyelids.
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Anonymous #9
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I was thinking he should use his testicles instead of nipples. Makes you look like a bullfrog.
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Anonymous #10
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Quote:
Anonymous said: It doesn't matter what is going on in my life. It doesn't matter if I'm out and about or if I'm being a hermit in my house. No matter what I do I feel totally unsatisfied, cynical, and pessimistic. I seriously just do not like life nor have I since I was a young child.
Fuck the world. I hope I die soon.
yeah...I hear ya bro
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Anonymous #11
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i hear you bro, if it's not anxiety, it's depression, if it's not depression it's obsessive thinking. The shitty thing is that I was such a happy kid and then I realized that my whole life people had been mocking me when I thought they liked me and I became schizo
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Anonymous #10
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whoa...don't I know that feeling
learning that yer a 'great fool' is always a bitch
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Anonymous #12
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and it makes it even worse to know from your psychedelic experiences that you shouldnt be wasting your time being so miserable and unhappy...but you still cant help it..
ive been very depressed since i was young too...and now i have recently had to move back in with my parents..
suicide is pretty tempting, but i know better than that...
guess i will just continue to watch the days CRAWL by..
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Anonymous #10
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I have this theory about suicide (keep in mind though that I also believe in reincarnation though)
but nah:
it's my belief that people that kill themselves are required to re-live the same life (over and over and over again, if need be) BEFORE they are given the opportunity to go on to the next
their ONLY choice is to either overcome their own inner weaknesses, or simply never experience this wonderful world of ours ever again
in essence - there is no easy way out
and it's exactly this fear that keeps me from going down that path myself (cause I'll be damned if I've made it this far and havta to go through it all over again)
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