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commingout2k5
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Being a homosexual.
#4436550 - 07/22/05 01:20 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm an avid poster of the shroomery but made up a name just to voice my opnion in fear of opposition from posters who I'm familiar in fear of being flamed. I won't ever read this post I would just like to explain what I feel deep inside.
I do not choose to be this way and if I could be straight then by all means I'd fucking be straight. Who wants to be harrassed by 90% of the people around them for being this way? Anyone that thinks its a choice well I would fuck you in the eyesocket and leave you for dead with no regret at all. I'm tired of hiding in the closet I'm tired of this life I might as well take it but I'm too much of a pussy.
Why the fuck did I turn out this way. Natures reaction to population control? Why the fuck am I this way? I guess from a fucked up childhood growing up. I am completely in the closet with my entire family and all my friends and even make up straight relationships just to fit in. Could you imagine if everyone was gay except YOU and you made up gay relationships just to fit in? It's pure hell but I strive to be accepted by my friends and family whom I love and will never come out about how I truely am heh. I am one of the most kind and honest people I know and have changed many bad people that lie/cheat/steal just because I'm fucking full of forgiveness for all no matter what.
Why should homosexuality be accepted in society. If it is then why isn't beastality? or necrophilia? What is the right way of passage? Being true to thyself and others and upholding to the standard morals that society *attempts* to at the very slightiest to upload to?
I don't know what I'm asking I just wish I could put you all in my shoes for just one second.
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Bobo
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lolz @ teh uncloseted closet.
Jesus. C'mon. We're all communist emperors here.
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CaptainH13
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you are who you are man....
it's all cool....
i belive in pro-love,if you love someone male or female,so be it....
(and by the way,i got a thing for dead chicks )
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thegatewaydrug
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how do u be born gay? i never understood that. (no offensive im just curious)
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thegatewaydrug
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by all means if i could be in ur shoes for one day i would
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Bobo
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Quote:
thegatewaydrug said: how do u be born heterosexual? i never understood that. (no offensive im just curious)
It is a good question. Why feel the way you do? Innate or something you played with at age 3?
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rockytop83
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People are not born gay!!! When babies are born they know nothing. They have to be taught not to shit themselves! You just must have had a fucked up childhood, sorry.
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commingout2k5
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: rockytop83]
#4436614 - 07/22/05 01:35 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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actually I was born straight to be honest. around 13 yo I wacked off to barbie dolls that my sister had and man it was good! but I was messing around with a friend one night a year later and I was like hmm wow guys are alot more sexually intresting to me and after the years pased I disconnected with any sexual desire for women and moved straight to men heh. Was it a choice? No. Is heterosexuality a choice? Do you CHOOSE to like women? or could you fuck a guy if you felt like it?
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Trainwreck
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Well it's totally pointless telling us this if we don't even know who you are. For us, this is just some random idiot who wants attention. Now if you were to post this logged into the name that we all probably recognize, this would actually mean something. Sure some people would "make fun" of you, but then you can separate the assholes from those that still accept you as a person.
But since you're too afraid to release your identity, this is just sad.
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InsatiableThirst
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: rockytop83]
#4436620 - 07/22/05 01:37 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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Oh please.. that is the most inconsiderate and closed minded statement I have ever heard. It's not something that's in the genes, nor is it decided. It's just something that is. You can't help being attracted to the gender that you are. Some people like males, some like females, no matter what gender they are.
Commingout: There's more people that are open minded and accepting than you think. Feel free to msg me if you would like to talk either by this name or your other name and I swear on my life what is said, stays between us. It's nice to have someone to confide in and your identity would be safe with me. I'm a friend.
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thegatewaydrug
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gotchya
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rogue_pixie
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I can't believe you have to do that, it must be truly awful to feel like you have to live your whole life a lie. I didn't realise it was that much of an issue anymore. I don't think it is in the UK, we have gay celebrities, gay nightclubs, gay people on the TV, gay festivals. I thought gay rights had improved vastly, it's definitely no longer taboo like it used to be, anyway. I am shocked you compared homosexuality to beastiality and necorphilia, whch are completely different, in the sense that they are not things involving two consenting (breathing) human beings. You have a right to live your life how you want to, be what you want to be, if your family and friends really loved you, then they'd accept you for who you are or they will have to learn to.
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Burke Dennings
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Quote:
thegatewaydrug said: by all means if i could be in ur shoes for one day i would
You say "by all means", huh? Think about what that means in this context....
(hint: It involves you getting it on with another guy)
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Bobo
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: rogue_pixie]
#4436631 - 07/22/05 01:40 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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@ your sig.
That's fucking quality. Sorry to be off-topic.
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RandalFlagg
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Dude, if you are gay consider yourself lucky. All the gay guys I have known get laid WAY more than the straight guys I know.
Edited by RandalFlagg (07/22/05 01:40 AM)
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thegatewaydrug
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hmm ur right... maybe i shouldnt of said that
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thegatewaydrug
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: Bobo]
#4436638 - 07/22/05 01:42 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Bobo said: @ your sig.
That's fucking quality. Sorry to be off-topic.
i never noticed that thats great
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Silversoul
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I feel for ya, man. I had a gay friend in High School whose parents were hardcore conservatives. I was once bicurious, so I certainly don't find anything wrong with it. Wherever you are, you might want to think about moving to a more tolerant location if you can. Most big cities along either coast tend to be good places.
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: Silversoul]
#4436672 - 07/22/05 01:50 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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San Francisco is the gayest and best city I know. It's the home for a warm friendly environment that everyone can enjoy. Move there at your earliest possible gay convience.
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thegatewaydrug
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Re: Being a homosexual. [Re: pantsboy]
#4436682 - 07/22/05 01:52 AM (18 years, 8 months ago) |
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my friend was robbed for 2k down in san fran abotu a year ago.
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