So I am kind of in the same boat, OP...ish. I have gathered all of my supplies. If it were up to me, I'd have a giant mono and a few dozen agar dishes laying around with (hopefully) mycelium all over them. The only thing delaying my grow is my wife. That sounds bad but I dont mean it like that. I love my wife more than anything in this world. We've only been married for 5 months but we've been together for 8 years. She is amazing, she accepting of my love of psychedelics. She has never had a psychedelic experience tho so she doesnt fully understand it (Twice we got acid duds and one time when I was less experienced, we ground up about 5gs of shrooms to split, we both thought it looked like a ton so we didnt take enough).
Anyways, we just signed a 1 year lease with my brother in law and 2 other roommates. It's a big house so growing discreetly would not be an issue. my wife and I are the only people who smoke weed in the house and I'm the only one who loves psychedelics. The others simply don't care. I'm currently in the process of getting ready to dot down and talk to my wife about why I want to grow. She thinks it's all about doing shrooms every weekend and getting high but I'm trying to explain to her that it's so much more than that. 🍄s are my religion(for lack of better word). They connect me with the universe. I need figure out how to show her what I mean. I know the easiest way would be to take shrooms with her but I also dont want to ever force a trip on someone. I am a FIRM believer that you ha e to let people find the 🍄 on their own, I will do my best to guide her/people to it but I would never pressure someone into it. I am kind of thinking out loud. I hope to talk to her either tonight or tomorrow as I am off Monday and would like to unwrap my PC and try some pastyplates. Any advice or anyone whose ever been in a situation like this? I am planning on just doing a shoebox for now. My wife has said that whenever we can get our own place she would let me grow, I just dont know if I can wait that long. That sounds immature but imagine telling the Pope he couldn't go to church for a couple years
Sorry OP, I do not mean to hijack your thread, only to add to it. You are not at all a pussy, the fact that you have empathy and worry about others is what makes the 🍄 community so magical and beautiful. We love you! Peace & 🍄
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