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Dave_the_stoner
Stoner



Registered: 11/10/05
Posts: 159
Loc: North
Last seen: 7 years, 1 month
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Anomolies galore, plus harassment
#23773770 - 10/26/16 04:00 PM (7 years, 3 months ago) |
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I have been targeted by whatever for why ever, by whoever. This has been going strong more than a year and has endangered my life and those of people around me. I need help, please.
Here's the scoop, I died over a year ago and something divine intervened on my behalf, that drew notice from something evil. Not to mention other aspects of this and other anomalies I've been tasked to face. I live a cursed life now, the curses keep me at limited access to basic necessities like computers, food, shelter, etc. I'm not complaining, I'm glad to be alive.
I'm not sure all of what's on these videos, it started as a test to see if I was being fucked with by my asshole roommate's hating me for quitting drinking after I nearly asphyxiated on my own vomit, I wasn't one of them anymore. they started harassment campaigns of all sorts, the worst being the creepy noises all night every night. No one will give me the time of day on these subjects.
I've got videos legally taken in the privacy of the room I rented, the basement where I stayed a short while, ect. I need help transcribing them, I don't have much computer access anymore, and I believe it is directly related to these videos contents never seeing the light of day. Also if your real ambitious in your efforts frame by frame, things pop in and out of reality around me all the time, ever since I briefly died. Ive bneen through one traumatic experience on top of another for so long, I doubt I have much chance left to survive after more than a year going through this alone. Please help if you can.
Videos are on Google drive, and youtube under userenames: davejohnwright1984@gmail.com and davewrightscell@gmail.com or simply davejohnwright1984 and davewrightscell my gmail accounts sync with youtube and google drive so maybe its tricky to pull up, I cant access either from the computer I'm using.
Bless you for your help and concern, I have reason to believe these videos are more important than anyone will realize until its too late.
-------------------- "He who makes a beast of himself, get's rid of the pain of being a man."-Dr. Johnson
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Dave_the_stoner
Stoner



Registered: 11/10/05
Posts: 159
Loc: North
Last seen: 7 years, 1 month
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thanks anyway, this shit broke me psychologically and permanently, im desperate for help.
-------------------- "He who makes a beast of himself, get's rid of the pain of being a man."-Dr. Johnson
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Lucis
Nutritional Yeast

Registered: 03/28/15
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You might find more answers in the psychology forum which can be found here.
I don't think you're broken though, and you shouldn't say such things about yourself. I don't know you, but perhaps your near death experience has had some negative impact on your being, which can happen. The important thing is to not obsess over things which you cannot control, or that are irrational, this will inevitably lead to a worse state of mental health.
There are people in the psychology forum who're more educated than I am, who could probably offer you some better advice though.
When trauma stacks up on top of each other like what you said you have gone through, you can have a break from reality, I would advise seeking a professionals opinion on such matters, they might be able to offer you some sort of solace for your troubled mind. Also, even if you don't find answers from seeing a therapist, it might benefit you to just get your thoughts out there, verbally get them out there to someone that is not biased, even though they might not tell you something in return you find beneficial. Just the contact with another person that is unbiased, and seeing them listen to you, can be helpful.
I would also suggest getting involved in some form of art and exercise, or even better yet numerous forms of art, or getting involved in something which is new to you and not associated with the past when you went through your traumatic series of events, it's always good to have outlets which are not drug related, you can form negative attachments to drugs if you use them alone to ease your troubled thoughts.
But if you keep doing the same things which you used to do around the times you went through your traumatic experiences, you mind will often keep recalling those experiences from being stimulated into doing so by hearing old music, or things which were prevalent in your life during your tough times, so form new associations, with new things, this helps keep your mind sharp too, always good to learn/experience new things.
I really hope you do well, and find some form of peace in your life. Just remember though, you're not broken.
I don't know if you're doing drugs now, but I think you should not do anything if that's possible, also make sure you're eating as healthy as you can afford, and drink water, I cannot stress that enough, proper diet and water are crucial for the mind to work properly.
I believe you're going to be OK, this is just a rough patch, we all have them, you're not alone.
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