I have an addiction and I can't stop.
Imagine you are a crack-head with an unlimited amount of crack, that's how I feel carrying around my cock in my pants. Anytime I'm bored or even have a few minutes of free time I jerk one out. I've jerked off in the bathroom stall at work, public swimming pools, drive-through lines waiting to get my food, in friend's bathrooms, while driving around town, and when I was younger I would even jack off on road trips while my parents drove and I was in the backseat with a blanket over my lap.
Sometimes the urge to spank one out is sparked by an event, for example, the other day I was going to grab a cup of coffee at Starbucks and saw an incredibly hot girl walk by with her boobs pretty much busting out of her top. I knew at that moment that I had to jerk one out so I went inside to the Starbucks bathroom, locked it, jerked off into the trash can and then proceeded to go wait in line for my coffee. Most of the time I just masturbate when I'm bored: while driving home at night from work, sitting around the house smoking weed, surfing the internet and I decide to look up porn, or even if I have a few minutes before work and I want a little "pick me up."
I'm getting real life consequences from my chronic masturbation. My sex drive is almost zero since I masturbate 5+ times a day so when a girl does flirt with me I'd rather just go jerk one out then go out with her, I spend time jerking off that I should spend with work/school/friends, I get bad blisters on my dick from the chafing (I usually use lotion but when you jerk off this much it doesn't really matter.)
What would you guys recommend? I honestly think I might need some kind of chastity belt with the key far away from me to break this cycle.
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