I just saw a thread talking about seeing to many dramatizing school assignments. Haven't posted for a while, and I didn't feel like getting shit for writing this.
Yes. I have a Linguistics test tomorrow. No. I'm not prepared. For those who aren't familiar, Linguistics is the study of Language (sounds and structure..). In other words, it's not something you can bullshit your way through the night before as I have just attempted over the last two hours.
So now I sit here, typing a post in anon waisting even more time. Fuck.
So here's the deal. The test is tomorrow. Well, today...but after I sleep and wake. It's in the evening time. That gives me morning time to study, and afternoon.
But the more I'm studying, the more fucked I'm realizing I am. It's a terrible feeling.
Okay, fine. It's just a quiz. But it's 10% of the grade. AND, and I know this isn't something that should be on my mind, I've got to know the professor somewhat, talking with him after class and through emails. Point is, he knows me and has given me a little help. That makes it worse. Much worse.
I sit here asking myself what the fuck I've been doing this entire time. If I love lingusitics, why have I not been studying? I have no answer. Well, I do, but it's far to long and drawn to talk about it here. But simply, there's another subject that I'm studying along with Anthropology that's taking up ALL my freaking time. It shouldn't be. I need to balance the two out, but I'm not.
I would love to drop this class. God would I love that. But I can't. Really.
So what now?
I'll tell you what now. I'm probably going to jack off in a feeble attempt to calm myself, then go to sleep reading a novel that has NOTHING to do with linguistics. I'm going to wake in the morning and start studying the basics. Fuck trying to get all of it understood. It's to late for that. Now it's just about how low of an F I can avoid getting, because if I took this test right now, I'd probably get 5%.
After I take my ass pounding, I get my ravaged ass in gear and gear up for the midterm which is a few weeks away. There should be time.
Off to sleep. Please, ladies and gentlemen. Learn from my moronic and illogical habits and just do a little bit every day. Don't put shit off like I did. Especially when it's your Major, and you actually WANT to learn this stuff.
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