Reality Junkie said:

and i asked her if i could just steal her for a little bit, and if it would be better now or later because i had a supprise for her.....

and she just got mad at me,

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so u had a surprize for her, and u told her that there is a surprize before the surprize? what kind of surprize would a surprize be without the surprizing surprize? not a surprize at all. u should have just surprized her, no questions asked. but who knows, it may have not made a difference either way.

It sucks but it's time to move on

Reality Junkie said:

i do care about this girl, very much

but it seems that it is just so one sided.

she see's me in shambles, just ruined by the events of the past few days... she sees me in pain.

all it would take for me to feel a million times better would be for her to just say, I love you, or a honest smile, or even a hug. anything... but she just fucking tortures me...

we have been together for 1 year 8 months and 12 days

something tells me that the clock stopped counting for her long ago

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Maybe she's not the one for you.
If not, you'll find yourself a girl that will love you back like you deserve. You seem like a really nice guy, if you did all of that for your girlfriend. Anyone would be lucky to have someone like that.
It'll be okay.