Auto-SummaryThe user is experimenting with various psychedelic substances to determine their preferences. They purchased 75 seeds, selecting 8 and consuming them. The experience began with slight nausea and a mild body high, progressing to a more intense trip with visual effects and altered perceptions. The user's partner also participated, consuming 8 and 12 seeds respectively, leading to a shared relaxed and enjoyable experience. The user reflects on the movie "Travolta," discussing themes of effort, love, and personal growth.
I'm currently trying various trippy substances... to find which one I enjoy the most. I just picked up 75 seeds from a top sponsor (paid for 50, but got 75. They definitely deserve to be a top sponsor sucks I cant say their name lol)... and picked out the biggest 8... and crushed them and ate them. This will be my trip report hopefully while its going on.... but I may go outside or something.
Drug History:
Heavily addicted to pot. Attempting to slow my weed smoking down to hopefully become a weekend toker only.
Acid once. One hit.
Shrooms around 5 times, max time of 1/4 oz at once.
Extacy once. Did 3 pills and snorted a fourth. (felt like i died, was wild)
Morning Glory once... did 800 seeds... and thats why I bought these. Had a good time. AND had my first full-fledged visual. Saw two mice in red valet suits talking to each other lol. It was cool as hell lol.
Feel free to play around with me... or chat with me... or just follow along.
Anyways.... here goes trip report:

8:08pm - Ate 8 Seeds. 8:20pm - Slight Nausea. 8:35pm - Nothing. 8:42pm - Body high. Like I'm on weed. Feels REALLY good. Its very mild at the moment. But god it feels good. 9:18pm - Really weird... I've just got this super mild body high. Thinking about smoking some weed. Wanting to redose lol. 11:11pm - Trippin at this point. Nothing too wild going on. I just cant talk correctly or follow peoples conversations. Giggily... smiley... real nice. Feeling this slight nausea its really not bad. Just had a microwaveable meal and feel real nice right now. 12:27pm - I suppose I'm tripping. Its pretty damn mild. Gonna go take a bath. Perhaps go for a walk. 3:36pm - just feel slight body high. nothing interesting happening. kind of a let down.
Trip 2!
Gf and Bf dosing Gf - 8 seeds Bf - 12 seeds
7:15pm - Eat seeds 8:13pm - Feeling some good body high. Things already starting to look very shiny and beautiful. Gf feels nothing... but is clearly acting different. Shes overly excited about things. Super happy. I'm thinking this will be great for both of us. 8:50pm - We stared at fan wit light on for an hour... i was seeing some wild lights moving and having fun manipulating them. She says "all this can be seen normally" and shes not too amazed. 9:40pm - Laid in bed cuddling we both feel amazingly relaxed and it feels great laying there 10:27pm - She started feeling nauseous wants some time to herself in bed. I'm feeling like a little more than last night..... its pretty nice. Its this lovely body high that just goes on and on.... its a little bit of anxiety... like "you want out of your body".... but its very mild... so the body high is fantastic. I dont get it often with weed so its fantastic for me. I feel like... I'm a visitor. In my home. 10:35pm - LET THE SHITS BEGIN. Very nearly crapped myself lol. On 8 I didnt get the shits.... 12 is clearly making it happen. 10:36pm - Shadows... edges... corners.... fooling my eye that they are moving. 2:40am - Watching movies.... Snowpiercer ----> Saturday Night Fever. Seeing some deeper meanings.... and thinking about women / life. Anyways.... You can be anything you want to be Effort + Dream = obtainable. Within reason I suppose.... and with a shit ton of limitations.... and redtape.... and packages of addendum's ... but the message is there. Anything you wanna be... go get it. 2:46am - I feel like... when I watch these movies.... I see a different side I didnt see before... like... these subtle undertones.... my girl says she sees these undertones all the time.... weird that I do not. For example.... John Travolta sitting in the diner with that older woman... and shes talking to him and hes making a fool of himself not knowing what shes talking about. And usually I see this scene and.... hes just a fool and shouldnt be with this girl he should be with the other one.... right now.... I'm seeing him like... follow her conversation... and be as honest as he can... and hes such a fucking awesome guy I wish I could be like him. Hes so resolute in his honesty. Hes a totally douche... but hes just so righteous. 3:10am - Trvolata is amazing at dancing. people ae amazed by him. they are impressed. they say goodjob. they dont idolize him they want to be him. they want to dance like him. hes ebing cheered on he controls the dance floor. hes practiced. more than them. who practices the most? at what? whos best? why do we feel so good when everyone is amazed at us. its pointless. but i still like it. i cant ever not like it. what do i go for? whats it matter? im havin fun. where do i wanna go? i wanna talk. i wanna talk. i wanna convince people. i wanna compete. i wanna be the best at speaking. i wanna destroy people with an unending vocabulary. i want more words. i want more speaking ability. give it to me. i want it all. fucking talk to me you whores. ill destroy you all one by one. and if i fucking lose.... ill go get better... come back and fucking destroy you. i am verbally perfect. until im not. then i am again. i love it. i am the verbal king. what i put on paper is magical. its enveloping... its overpowering... its perfect. what i speak in person. when i see your eyes. when i see when youre thinking... when you speak... the way your words change mid sentence.... the way the end of your meaning changes... i suck it all in. i hold it all in folders... i hold it better than you. i keep everything in. we talk for days. months. years. the more we talk. the better i am at making you do whatever it is i want. 3:34am - Travolta worked so hard for everything. At work giving it 100 percent. He deserves his righteousness. I gotta earn mine. 3:41am - Love is bullshit mang. Travolta found out steph was with a guy... she totally was trying to trick him and not let him see.... he finds out... she explains that he helped her... so she felt obligated to give him sex. I get that perspective... currently.... not all the time. But whats stupid.... is it took this to happen... for her to get into a vulnerable spot... to let travolta in... so to get love you need a vulnerable person... one to be vulnerable and the other to take advantage... knowingly or unknowingly... then the vulnerable one falls in love. and the other one if they weren't vulnerable.... was just going after that person for whatever outside traits they saw.... so its destined to fail. unless they happen to be a match. 4:18am - Are you fucking kidding me? Travolta got with STEPH? How the fuck could they let that girl get drugged up from seein travolta kissing another girl... then get double fucked for her virginity in the back of a car... crying.... and then he gets with steph. FUCK this movie.
Edited by MuffinShroomMan (03/29/14 05:19 AM)
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