DMT in a DynaVap

My anxiety just dropped and all my muscles relaxed as my vision started bluring. I saw a Buddha like figure made of colour, red and oranges, floating, with a warm knowing smile on it's face. Simultaneously I was seeing a spoon, made of a glowing silver blue whisp, enter my mouth repeatedly as if feeding me some kind of knowledge. I recall thinking how dull this experience is and how not as good as sex it is, how the body is much more than any figurement of the mind. I then saw an image of a chair where my eye is level with the seat. My final mental utterings were, "I'm the biggest proponent of DMT and it's harshest critic".