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7g of cubes, nightmare to perfection
First time I've taken 7g at once.
It was the weekend. I was home along relaxing with my wife and kid, completely comfortable. The spirit in the air was good, and I was happy. It seemed like a good time to take some mushies. As I wanted to learn more in depth about the universe, I decided to take a risk, and take 7g of my mushies. I ground them up (cracker dry) in a coffee grinder, than packed them into 15 capsules for consumption. Along with this, I took 3,000 mg of vitamin C.
After about 45 minutes post consumption, I felt them coming on. Within minutes, they were incredibly intense. Time slowed down to a crawl. I looked at the clock, and saw that it was 2:03. The colors on my couch felt evil, and so did the carpet. So that I wouldn't soil myself out of fear, I went to my bedroom, which is nice and bright. The sunlight was coming in through the window, but the shade was down. Still, it came strongly through the little holes. I began to hear a loud screeching sound, that I felt was from the wireless router. It was so inconsistent, that it felt like torture. The only was I was able to calm it, was by composing a violin song in my head.
The light coming through the holes in the window spread into the full spectrum, along with more colors that don't exist. They spiraled around each other as they flew around the room. There was no comfortable position that I could lay in, and I was just barely keeping the screeching sounds at bay. I could barely concentrate. After what felt like a 3-4 more hours of this, I looked at the clock. It was 2:04. I could tell, this was going to be a long trip.
Suddenly, I felt as though I was being lifted up into the air by the spiraling light. It came up and looked me in the face, asking if I needed help. I replied, "Time is slow, and this is torture. Please free me from this misery."
The light spun around, and shot up by rear end, flowed through every part of my body, and spoke to me from inside, saying, "You are the one torturing yourself. Let go."
I relaxed completely, and let the light take everything from inside of me. It flowed back out of me through my mouth, eyes, and ears. At this point, I felt like I was slowly coming back from the air, onto the bed. I looked at the clock again. 2:06.
Laying there, I felt as though I was laying in a bed of light, floating in the ocean. I could feel gravity on every part of my body. I could feel the intricate details of my heart beating, the blood flowing through every vein, oxygen coming through the wall of my lungs into my red blood cells, the light going into my eyes and being transmitted into my brain...everything.
I wanted to become a part of the universe. I felt for the resonant frequencies of everything around me, and attempted to resonate with them. This helped me pass time. I looked to my right, and saw my orchid, that looks like it was dying. I took a piece of one of its leaves, and placed it on my forehead, on top of the 3rd eye. Suddenly, I was in the world of the plants. How they see things, their communication network, and how they live. I apologized for taking a piece of its leaf. It replied back to me that it was not mad, but instead, happy that I was willing to take care of it when others wouldn't.
We talked for a while, and it decided to show me something more. Its friends. Our first stop, was in Australia. On the land mass of Australia, we were about 88% down, 29% from the right. We spoke about what the plant saw in that location over time, and even talked about its friends. They were very social. Next, we went to Belgium, to visit a tree. It was great hanging out, but I needed to return back. My orchid took me back home, and I took the leaf off my head. Of course, the little guy was thirsty, so I mustered up the energy to water it.
Things were starting to calm down now from the torture, so I got into the bath tub filled with warm water. This quickly brought me into a peaceful state. The bad part of my trip was over, and it had only been about 45 minutes. Now, I started seeing the world in a new way. Objects were not a part of the world. They are pulsing into it. As the atmospheric pressure presses into every object, I saw the objects pressing back in accordance with the level of energy in their atoms. Time became meaningless. The brain perceives time at a different rate, from person to person, due to the amount of information it processes at a time.
I got out of the tub, and went to see my wife and kid. I could feel a pure love connection with both of them. It was one of the best feelings I've ever had. Suddenly, I understood everything about how my wife thinks. Why she reacts the way she does to everything, why she hates one pattern while I love it, why she finds me appealing, and everything else. I even described it to her, and helped her understand herself. She was amazed, and it helped her overcome some emotional issues from her past.
My kid was acting like I was finally natural. I could see how much he loves me, and wanted to spend time with me. This was something I seriously needed. For the rest of the trip, I got the time to play with my wife. Not sexually, it was more of things like keeping a balloon in the air, chasing each other around, etc. We never do that stuff, so it made us feel so much closer and happier.