Is meditation preparation for entering a wormhole and dematerialization

I will first give an example of what I am talking about. shit is like right out of a comic book I kid you not. when I was about in the 4th grade I was walking around during recess one afternoon and I was hit in the head by a brick in my frontal lobe, i still bear the scar, and I never went to the hospital or anything, as I lived in an inner city and my household was basically anything but normal. I remember walking in from outside to the cafeteria and blood dripping down everywhere.

Amazingly I only suffered minor damage, as far as I wasn't in a coma or anything like that. I just had headaches for awhile with a huge gash on my forehead. but what I remember after that was sleeping at night and I would have what felt like a center of my brain and maybe like my forehead getting really tight and I would have dreams of what I called eating or chewing a rock. But those things would always come together as, the central bulge in my head and frontal lobe and this feeling of chewing a rock.

Now it didn't dawn on me about this until years later when I discovered meditation, as I noticed that after while, maybe like 8 months to a year, I noticed that feeling again. When I would be in deep meditation I would have that feeling of my brain getting tight and my frontal lobe moving like pulsating. And after about 2 years of meditation, even when I wasnt meditating it was doing it.

But I remember that it wasn't that hard for me to learn how. I just kept thinking go black, and I would tell myself mantras that I created. And then on the 10th try it happened. it was like both hemispheres of my brain came together and all I saw was blackness. nothing. I kept feeling like I was going over the edge each day I tried but the fear kept me attached. But I was determined to do it and I knew that it would feel like nothing I have ever experienced. so when it happened it was like someone hit a button an electrical switch was triggered, which is actually what it was, and then I was in the black. silence, beyond thought.

I was addicted. addicted isn't even the word. it was my own universe. and when I came out of meditation i was refreshed, and rejuvenated. now I remember that at first everything was appealing and I got used to the first door. there are infinite doors and I just got my foot in. well I remember when I was meditating and I saw my old neighborhood. And I saw my old neighborhood start to melt into colors. It was very psychedelic. The colors were so transcendental, so beautiful. this was long before I discovered that mixing psylocybin with meditation would be like putting nitrous in a Lamborghini.

Well these colors were so amazing. and then I saw a black pool. A black puddle, pitch black. And this black dot was no bigger than say a 32 in television. Well I thought wow a black pool. I didnt think much of it, but then the pool started to spit out colors. In all directions it spewed out colors in all directions like a rainbow and I thought wow. That is wonderful. And for the next few days when I meditated I saw this black hole thing. And I would think wow there is that black whole thing again. And then it would spew out colors. But then on the 3rd time it started spewing out colors, but all of a sudden it started to suck all the colors back in and everything else too including me!

IN a panic I obviously came too like wtf and when I opened my eyes I saw what I would later find out were fractals. and I was dizzy and totally disoriented. That was my first in a long line of alchemical lessons that the universe would teach me..

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