girlfriend dumped me cuz of drugs

Ok well update.

She got a BF i dealt with it pretty well didnt depress me or anything i was doing good ya know. Well then she was about to get kicked out her house so we arranged for her to stay with me for a lil while until shit got worked out. Throughout this we started talking again and what not and she pulled the i still have feelings again shit bla bla bla. Well her parents ended up letting her stay and she was back with her BF, well this killed me. I got depressed had trouble eating and sleeping and when i did sleep the dreams were horrible.

Then i decided fuck it im done so i drive over to her house sit her down and calmly ask her to help me get over her. I asked her not to call me and if i called her not to answer and so on and so forth. I drove away crying (only time i cried throughout this ordeal) and got home and started to feel slightly better and i knew overtime i would get better. Well like an hour later she calls me and says she has to tell me something, so i wait and she tells me this guy is gay and she was just using him to try and get over me. so i was all like wtf and now my plans for getting over her were shot.

So the past day or so we have been talking on and off and hanging out a little bit, and shes been kind of bitchy to me on and off. Then tonight she says whats the point of talking because she knows we arent getting back together because she doesnt want to be with someone with an interest in drugs. So we agree with the whole not talking thing but i just dont feel like its a clean ending. I feel like shes treating me like im a giant pain in her ass and i dont know its hard to explain. How do i get over her? I just dont want to have feelings for her anymore because they hurt to much. The way she ended our last coversation she made it sound like i was just a passing thing. But she supposedly loved me ya know. I dont know. This girl has been my best friend for the past 3 years. I have no one else i can talk to like i can talk to her. I have other friends but none who i can have serious coversations with. Its killing me because when im not at work i just sit at home and sulk because i have nothing to do. I dont know i just want this to be done.

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